The Struggle is Real: The Life and Challenges of a YouTube Personality

As I sat down to discuss my life as a YouTube personality, I couldn't help but feel a sense of trepidation. My channel, which focuses on repairing my Tesla and Z06, has gained a significant following, but it's not all fun and games. In fact, it's often downright cringeworthy.

My journey into YouTube began when a producer asked me to promote his mixtape on my channel. I was hesitant at first, but eventually agreed, thinking that maybe, just maybe, he had something worth sharing with my audience. Little did I know, the mixtape was going to be...underwhelming. But I pressed on, determined to make it work.

That's when things started to get real. My producer told me that his channel was primarily watched by white men between the ages of 35 and 62. I tried to explain to him that my audience is a different demographic altogether – not exactly the same crowd he had in mind. But, alas, I was stuck with promoting his mixtape, no matter how much I wanted to flee.

The reality hit me hard when I realized that my audience wouldn't appreciate the mixtape at all. They would be terrified by it. It was like watching a train wreck – you didn't want to look, but couldn't help yourself. My producer's confidence had been misplaced, and I was left dealing with the fallout.

As a result, I started receiving strange notes from people who thought they knew me better than I did myself. People would leave random messages on my car or Instagram comments that made me cringe. It was like they were trying to make me feel uncomfortable on purpose. And don't even get me started on the Tesla fanboys who would send me photos of the assembly line where the Model S is built.

But what really takes the cake is when people I know watch my channel. At first, it's a thrill to have someone new watching my content, but soon it becomes annoying. I'll make a funny video or show, and 100,000 people will watch it with glee, but if one person from my social circle tells me they watched the previous episode, I want to delete the entire channel on the spot.

It's like there's this invisible line that separates public life from private life. When someone finds out about something from my "private" world and shares it with others, it's like a switch has been flipped. Suddenly, everything becomes public property, and I'm left dealing with the aftermath.

I recall one incident where I was walking up to my dad's house with my kids in tow, and someone spotted me on his iPad and asked if they could comment on something about my "weird" YouTube videos. My mom walked into the room, and everything changed. It was like a switch had been flipped again – this time from public to private.

It got so bad that I started feeling like a stripper in a way. Not because of what I do or don't do, but because my life is now a spectacle for people who know me personally. My clothes are for sale online (literally), and my mom knows about my... extracurricular activities. It's surreal, to say the least.

And then there's Instagram. Specifically, the concept of "being available for bookings." I have no idea what that means or why someone would ask a YouTube personality like me if they can book them for an event. Is it a joke? Am I missing something?

So, I did the only thing I could think of – I changed my Instagram bio to say that I'm now "available for bookings." Let's see how this plays out.

As I wrap up this article, I have to admit that being a YouTube personality has its perks. But it also comes with a price. It's like wearing two masks – one for the world and another for the people who know me personally. Sometimes, it feels like the line between public life and private life is getting thinner by the minute.

In all seriousness, I just want to be able to enjoy my content without feeling like everyone knows every detail about my personal life. Maybe that's just the price of fame – but hey, at least I have a good excuse for being weird sometimes.

"WEBVTTKind: captionsLanguage: enhey guys your boy uncle rich here and today we're gonna talk about me alright today's episode will be all about your boy uncle rich no-holds-barred just me okay standard disclaimer again there'll be no filter for this one I'm not bleeding out any curse words if you don't like curse words or blasphemy then don't listen to this it's not for kids all right this is Adult Swim I'm sick of you guys saying you sweat too much try the Disney Channel then listen to Kidz Bop alright cool so in this episode we're going to talk about how YouTube changed my life and a brief overview of how things got started now a little-known fact about me is that when I was like 13 or 14 years old I had a white Jewish Godfather okay not making that up his name was Mike God rest his soul he told me I should be a lawyer because lawyers make tons of money and I'm like alright cool I'll be a lawyer then then as I started going to school for a while I was like hold on hold on hold on how many more years of this do I have to do again I have to go to school extra years to be a lawyer nah fam not today screw that so I wasn't a lawyer obviously but it's funny if you fast-forward to today it's a good thing I wasn't a lawyer for a few reasons because I have a few friends that went to school for law and now they're jobless alright one of my buddies was like hey rich I need to borrow 500 bucks so I don't lose my home alright I have a family and I should have never jumped in a lawyer bandwagon rich I should have jumped on the other bandwagon at the time which was physical therapy who's a physical therapist on a physical therapist alright so I decided on i.t because let's face it in a small company you have like three lawyers maybe all right but in that same small company you could have a thousand IT people I like that ratio those jobs are always really easy to find alright so became at a person an IT and I was like yeah it's cool but I realized something I wasn't like most IT people alright no offense but most of them had like pocket protectors and which is fine but they were mostly awkward alright think of the IT person at your job right now you probably is a cool guy right maybe a little goofy kind of quiet a little weird but he's also a registered sex offender go look it up all right I'm just kidding I'm just kidding relax Jesus Christ all right but no it's funny because I realize you know this is cool and I love technology but I'm different all right I have a gift my mom told me Richie she calls me Richie she's like you have a gift Jesus Christ you weren't blessed with looks but damn you're entertaining so I said you know what mom thanks for the harsh dose of reality screw it I'll be an actor I want to be an actor and I want to be an entertainer so I started looking at casting call because that's how you get found you go to casting calls so I went on Craigslist and there was this ad for a black guy for a role to play a part in a in a funny gang violence skit and I'm like okay I'm funny and yeah gang violence is hilarious right let's try that out so I show up to this thing in there and they were cool but they were like 947 black guys there and they were all going over the skit and one guy would be in the middle and he'd be basically stomped to death and I thought to myself you know what Richard you know what I'm not going to perpetuate this black violence today I want control over what I'm doing I don't want anyone to tell me what to do but let me see what else is on Craigslist first so okay right here I could film a gay scene for a lot of money all right I'm not gay all right but $500 is $500 let me just drive by and check out the competition in this thing right it was local and there was a line out the door with some serious gay men like professional gay men and I'm looking at them I felt inadequate so I kept driving now rich were you really gonna film a gay scene the answer is no but you know what I drove by and I supported them all right I drove by and I said that's nice in my head all right so I stopped acting dream all right forget the acting dream I started a blog in a forum called Tesla Motors Club about my flood build so this is the first video you've seen of mine I'm a cheap bastard and I bought a test that was underwater and I documented the rebuilding of it so I introduced my charm and I told a little story ended up being one of the most viewed stories in the forum's history I think it reached 750,000 views and this is all reading this is like before like videos man this is like when forums were like it and you would just post that people actually read it you know so then this guy named Karl found me and he said listen I could help you buddy alright you need to be in front of a camera and stand there do this say that I think you're entertaining and people are gonna want you to do the same exact thing you're doing in the forum but on the camera instead so I'm like ooh I'll do that you know and Carlos a channels co-founder so we started making tested videos and he's like hey you know what you're kind of boring like be funny do something cool you know I'm sitting here forcing all these jokes and he's like no no no no no no this is rubbish and he said rubbish because you know he's from the UK no one American soil says rubbish but he's like just be yourself so I said all right and I was I just kind of myself you know I kind of went I went alter sarcastic the ultra sarcastic troll that you know today that I've always been I got started coming out more and the channel went from 50 subscribers to five thousand to forty thousand to a hundred thousand so like this is the start of something big all right I'm a buddy Sean and I went to Texas to see the TX 2k 18 which I summarized in a video a few months ago which still nobody watched you know watch what I'm gonna do I swear to God right I'm gonna rerelease that video and title it oh my god I can't believe this girl's only 18 and trow this out of you guys alright so yeah Sean and I went to Texas and when I had like 40,000 subscribers and we were walking around this dude slowed down he looked at me he's like oh he's like are you from YouTube I'm like oh god damn boy of riches made it alright I made it baby people in Texas looking for me alright this man from Texas thousands of miles away recognize me another guy see you in my videos and he actually purchased a Tesla wall charger for me which is several hundred dollars by the way and drove hours to deliver it and help me install it never met this guy in my life but he said I helped him build a test of his own which he wanted and he just wanted to give me a token appreciation and now to this day he still sends me gifts with notes and and whenever he sends me a box with something inside of it he tapes the most embarrassing photo of me to each package I believe he plays a video of and freeze frames the shittiest image of me possible and then prints it out and puts it on the block but no you know what shout out to Joe Joe in New York that's always sending me fly that's fine keep taping those unflattering photos to boxes however I gotta say every time I see my face like a slap in the face I hate how I look on camera and in photos and you know what's unsettling the most unsettling feeling it's kind of like when I see my face I feel like I used the wrong towel if you know what I mean you ever like pick up the wrong towel to wipe your face you know what I mean wink-wink like the towel that you should have put directly in the wash or at least rinsed off for us but you didn't and now it's like what's this on my face and you're like oh okay not what I was expecting that's how I feel every time I see my face all right every time I get a pageant my face on it I feel weird that was a long-winded example yes I understand that but it was as I started growing more and more things took a turn now like people are like weird man people are getting really really weird the larger the fan base gets and this is a picture that was emailed to me captioned you look so peaceful didn't want to wake you and honestly I don't remember when this was taken but I do know this is the creepiest photo ever taken to me all right I don't know how to respond to this this is YouTube man this is this is YouTube this is the power of YouTube everyone's like yeah yeah yeah nice shoes rich you're making that YouTube money now this is the I got to deal with you know yeah you can make a couple bucks off YouTube but like you got to deal with people taking photos of you while you sleep on the train man you know you think this is easy I know for a fact there's a photo of me getting out of the shower somewhere on the Internet and I know someone's gonna send it to me with the caption you enjoy that shower your piece of huh I know totally this heavy for a fact I just know it I just feel it but yeah it's a crazy world man I you know I got a show I got a shoe some more out of my youtube filter guys it'll blow your minds like why like Ken the word be used this many times say is this a world record what's in my youtube filter would you'd be like oh damn that's not playing games I also had a guy send me the most thoughtful email he said hey man love the channel love what you do much continued success I know sometimes it's hard and you want to quit but keep it up you know a lot of people rooting for you but just remember okay you are black and that's never going to change you will always be ten steps behind the white man I'm like okay I see where this is going great opening line bro nice opening line so I have to sit there and read five paragraphs of this guy going on and on about how his brain is 3% larger and how much more superior he is than me so I read that email and I was like all right watch this I wrote him back and I said thanks for the email don't forget to Like share and subscribe that's how they got a deal with this stuff baby I'll let it roll off your shoulders man you can't let it get to you and I think the only real way you could be successful in YouTube is to let off like this just roll off your back you know but I won't lie like - the extreme creepiness it's actually kind of fun the problem is is that most of the people that I meet in person are awkward as hell like I was shopping for sneakers and this guy was like hey rich rebuilt and I was like hey man yeah what's up and he's like yeah yeah and he just stared at me and I'm like uh so you like the channel and he's like yeah you know what your new stuff isn't really that good and I'm like all right cool man nice talking to you people just people are fighting man yeah I mean like I was blessed the gift of gab I could talk I could Yap I could make people get along I could bring people out of their shells but you have to realize that not everyone's like that some people are a lot better behind a keyboard than they are in person I'm starting to realize that more and more but people are just strange in general you know I have I have a platform now right I have a platform and I can't wait to use that platform for my own personal agenda I have a really close friend and he was like yeah man hey yo I got some good ideas we're gonna spread the world man this is gonna be this product I'm working on I'm like all right cool what's the product and he's like hey I'm a producer now I'm like all right well what you got me we're gonna producing me he goes no I got a mixtape and I'm hmm a mixtape okay so to be clear you want me to promote your mixtape on my youtube channel which is primarily based around the repair of my Tesla and zo6 which people are threatening to unsubscribe if they see the zo6 one more time and he's like yeah alright let's talk about demographics here all right now he let me listen to his mixtape which was actually a lot worse than I thought it was gonna be and I said him okay this is trash but let's talk demographics again my channel is primarily watched by white men between the ages of 35 and 62 or something nobody wants to hear your mixtape alright they would be terrify if they heard that thing they're literally waiting to hear or see something that they can't relate to to unsubscribe like wait hold on is that trap music I can't relate unfortunately I must go I'm sorry I try to make this work Richard alright well it's crazy so the amount of tension that I'm getting it's crazy now I people have like left notes in the car I even have people that work at Tesla sending me photos of the assembly line where they build the Model S's I have little kids walking up to me in stores like little 13 year olds like hey man I watch your channel it's kind of boring but could I get a picture for you if there's no one even gives a like what I actually do they just know that they see my face before and like yeah stick a picture with this guy but after all this you know what really makes me cringe it's when people that I know watch the channel it's funny because like I'll make a funny show or a video that 100 thousand people will watch but when one person that I know says that they watched it I just want to delete the entire channel I hate when people know I I just I just hate when people say hey you know what I watched last episode orig I hate it you know one day I went to go drop my kids off in my dad's house and as I was walking up the steps I heard in his iPad rich from rich rebuilds here I swear to god I put the kids down there left I just couldn't do it not today I just couldn't do it not today nope not dealing with that today there's so much cringe because it's like something that's public yet private you know it's kind of hard to explain basically it's like it's kinda like being a stripper all right like yeah I'd be a stripper sure why the hell not my clothes are from a woman for money stick a $5 bill between my butt cheeks why not it's a public place right but let my mom walk in okay and everything changes after that because you see it's the same thing like I'll do the YouTube thing for the world but when that start to get back people that I actually know it's awful you know what I mean it's like hey I heard that your son's a stripper at fantasies can you comment on that as my mom just like reporters following my mom around and um okay anyway I'll stop now I could talk from to the hour easily but in summary people are weird I'm slowly becoming a local celebrity and it's only gonna get worse what people see me around and stuff okay I got this note my Instagram hey I saw you in Boston running your one-we on like damn I know to walk on like a Michael Jackson mask now it's like people see me people know who I am but on a serious note let's be serious for a second one random thought what is the level of fame you have to reach in order to start getting groupies is it is it a million because not a single woman has approached me to be like hey you know I know you from YouTube so I was wondering if you were available for any bookings and that's never going to happen speaking of that you know being the bookings what does it mean when Instagram model says she's available for bookings all right I mean I think I know what that means but you know what you know forget it forget it I'm gonna change my Instagram right now so that I'm available for bookings holder I'm actually changing that right now rich is now available for bookings hit me up shut me on instagram at Richie be kid I'm now available for bookings whatever that means let's just see what happens with this thing let's see where it goes thanks for listening I gotta run and I don't want to bore you too much but don't forget to Like share and subscribe I'll talk to you guys soonhey guys your boy uncle rich here and today we're gonna talk about me alright today's episode will be all about your boy uncle rich no-holds-barred just me okay standard disclaimer again there'll be no filter for this one I'm not bleeding out any curse words if you don't like curse words or blasphemy then don't listen to this it's not for kids all right this is Adult Swim I'm sick of you guys saying you sweat too much try the Disney Channel then listen to Kidz Bop alright cool so in this episode we're going to talk about how YouTube changed my life and a brief overview of how things got started now a little-known fact about me is that when I was like 13 or 14 years old I had a white Jewish Godfather okay not making that up his name was Mike God rest his soul he told me I should be a lawyer because lawyers make tons of money and I'm like alright cool I'll be a lawyer then then as I started going to school for a while I was like hold on hold on hold on how many more years of this do I have to do again I have to go to school extra years to be a lawyer nah fam not today screw that so I wasn't a lawyer obviously but it's funny if you fast-forward to today it's a good thing I wasn't a lawyer for a few reasons because I have a few friends that went to school for law and now they're jobless alright one of my buddies was like hey rich I need to borrow 500 bucks so I don't lose my home alright I have a family and I should have never jumped in a lawyer bandwagon rich I should have jumped on the other bandwagon at the time which was physical therapy who's a physical therapist on a physical therapist alright so I decided on i.t because let's face it in a small company you have like three lawyers maybe all right but in that same small company you could have a thousand IT people I like that ratio those jobs are always really easy to find alright so became at a person an IT and I was like yeah it's cool but I realized something I wasn't like most IT people alright no offense but most of them had like pocket protectors and which is fine but they were mostly awkward alright think of the IT person at your job right now you probably is a cool guy right maybe a little goofy kind of quiet a little weird but he's also a registered sex offender go look it up all right I'm just kidding I'm just kidding relax Jesus Christ all right but no it's funny because I realize you know this is cool and I love technology but I'm different all right I have a gift my mom told me Richie she calls me Richie she's like you have a gift Jesus Christ you weren't blessed with looks but damn you're entertaining so I said you know what mom thanks for the harsh dose of reality screw it I'll be an actor I want to be an actor and I want to be an entertainer so I started looking at casting call because that's how you get found you go to casting calls so I went on Craigslist and there was this ad for a black guy for a role to play a part in a in a funny gang violence skit and I'm like okay I'm funny and yeah gang violence is hilarious right let's try that out so I show up to this thing in there and they were cool but they were like 947 black guys there and they were all going over the skit and one guy would be in the middle and he'd be basically stomped to death and I thought to myself you know what Richard you know what I'm not going to perpetuate this black violence today I want control over what I'm doing I don't want anyone to tell me what to do but let me see what else is on Craigslist first so okay right here I could film a gay scene for a lot of money all right I'm not gay all right but $500 is $500 let me just drive by and check out the competition in this thing right it was local and there was a line out the door with some serious gay men like professional gay men and I'm looking at them I felt inadequate so I kept driving now rich were you really gonna film a gay scene the answer is no but you know what I drove by and I supported them all right I drove by and I said that's nice in my head all right so I stopped acting dream all right forget the acting dream I started a blog in a forum called Tesla Motors Club about my flood build so this is the first video you've seen of mine I'm a cheap bastard and I bought a test that was underwater and I documented the rebuilding of it so I introduced my charm and I told a little story ended up being one of the most viewed stories in the forum's history I think it reached 750,000 views and this is all reading this is like before like videos man this is like when forums were like it and you would just post that people actually read it you know so then this guy named Karl found me and he said listen I could help you buddy alright you need to be in front of a camera and stand there do this say that I think you're entertaining and people are gonna want you to do the same exact thing you're doing in the forum but on the camera instead so I'm like ooh I'll do that you know and Carlos a channels co-founder so we started making tested videos and he's like hey you know what you're kind of boring like be funny do something cool you know I'm sitting here forcing all these jokes and he's like no no no no no no this is rubbish and he said rubbish because you know he's from the UK no one American soil says rubbish but he's like just be yourself so I said all right and I was I just kind of myself you know I kind of went I went alter sarcastic the ultra sarcastic troll that you know today that I've always been I got started coming out more and the channel went from 50 subscribers to five thousand to forty thousand to a hundred thousand so like this is the start of something big all right I'm a buddy Sean and I went to Texas to see the TX 2k 18 which I summarized in a video a few months ago which still nobody watched you know watch what I'm gonna do I swear to God right I'm gonna rerelease that video and title it oh my god I can't believe this girl's only 18 and trow this out of you guys alright so yeah Sean and I went to Texas and when I had like 40,000 subscribers and we were walking around this dude slowed down he looked at me he's like oh he's like are you from YouTube I'm like oh god damn boy of riches made it alright I made it baby people in Texas looking for me alright this man from Texas thousands of miles away recognize me another guy see you in my videos and he actually purchased a Tesla wall charger for me which is several hundred dollars by the way and drove hours to deliver it and help me install it never met this guy in my life but he said I helped him build a test of his own which he wanted and he just wanted to give me a token appreciation and now to this day he still sends me gifts with notes and and whenever he sends me a box with something inside of it he tapes the most embarrassing photo of me to each package I believe he plays a video of and freeze frames the shittiest image of me possible and then prints it out and puts it on the block but no you know what shout out to Joe Joe in New York that's always sending me fly that's fine keep taping those unflattering photos to boxes however I gotta say every time I see my face like a slap in the face I hate how I look on camera and in photos and you know what's unsettling the most unsettling feeling it's kind of like when I see my face I feel like I used the wrong towel if you know what I mean you ever like pick up the wrong towel to wipe your face you know what I mean wink-wink like the towel that you should have put directly in the wash or at least rinsed off for us but you didn't and now it's like what's this on my face and you're like oh okay not what I was expecting that's how I feel every time I see my face all right every time I get a pageant my face on it I feel weird that was a long-winded example yes I understand that but it was as I started growing more and more things took a turn now like people are like weird man people are getting really really weird the larger the fan base gets and this is a picture that was emailed to me captioned you look so peaceful didn't want to wake you and honestly I don't remember when this was taken but I do know this is the creepiest photo ever taken to me all right I don't know how to respond to this this is YouTube man this is this is YouTube this is the power of YouTube everyone's like yeah yeah yeah nice shoes rich you're making that YouTube money now this is the I got to deal with you know yeah you can make a couple bucks off YouTube but like you got to deal with people taking photos of you while you sleep on the train man you know you think this is easy I know for a fact there's a photo of me getting out of the shower somewhere on the Internet and I know someone's gonna send it to me with the caption you enjoy that shower your piece of huh I know totally this heavy for a fact I just know it I just feel it but yeah it's a crazy world man I you know I got a show I got a shoe some more out of my youtube filter guys it'll blow your minds like why like Ken the word be used this many times say is this a world record what's in my youtube filter would you'd be like oh damn that's not playing games I also had a guy send me the most thoughtful email he said hey man love the channel love what you do much continued success I know sometimes it's hard and you want to quit but keep it up you know a lot of people rooting for you but just remember okay you are black and that's never going to change you will always be ten steps behind the white man I'm like okay I see where this is going great opening line bro nice opening line so I have to sit there and read five paragraphs of this guy going on and on about how his brain is 3% larger and how much more superior he is than me so I read that email and I was like all right watch this I wrote him back and I said thanks for the email don't forget to Like share and subscribe that's how they got a deal with this stuff baby I'll let it roll off your shoulders man you can't let it get to you and I think the only real way you could be successful in YouTube is to let off like this just roll off your back you know but I won't lie like - the extreme creepiness it's actually kind of fun the problem is is that most of the people that I meet in person are awkward as hell like I was shopping for sneakers and this guy was like hey rich rebuilt and I was like hey man yeah what's up and he's like yeah yeah and he just stared at me and I'm like uh so you like the channel and he's like yeah you know what your new stuff isn't really that good and I'm like all right cool man nice talking to you people just people are fighting man yeah I mean like I was blessed the gift of gab I could talk I could Yap I could make people get along I could bring people out of their shells but you have to realize that not everyone's like that some people are a lot better behind a keyboard than they are in person I'm starting to realize that more and more but people are just strange in general you know I have I have a platform now right I have a platform and I can't wait to use that platform for my own personal agenda I have a really close friend and he was like yeah man hey yo I got some good ideas we're gonna spread the world man this is gonna be this product I'm working on I'm like all right cool what's the product and he's like hey I'm a producer now I'm like all right well what you got me we're gonna producing me he goes no I got a mixtape and I'm hmm a mixtape okay so to be clear you want me to promote your mixtape on my youtube channel which is primarily based around the repair of my Tesla and zo6 which people are threatening to unsubscribe if they see the zo6 one more time and he's like yeah alright let's talk about demographics here all right now he let me listen to his mixtape which was actually a lot worse than I thought it was gonna be and I said him okay this is trash but let's talk demographics again my channel is primarily watched by white men between the ages of 35 and 62 or something nobody wants to hear your mixtape alright they would be terrify if they heard that thing they're literally waiting to hear or see something that they can't relate to to unsubscribe like wait hold on is that trap music I can't relate unfortunately I must go I'm sorry I try to make this work Richard alright well it's crazy so the amount of tension that I'm getting it's crazy now I people have like left notes in the car I even have people that work at Tesla sending me photos of the assembly line where they build the Model S's I have little kids walking up to me in stores like little 13 year olds like hey man I watch your channel it's kind of boring but could I get a picture for you if there's no one even gives a like what I actually do they just know that they see my face before and like yeah stick a picture with this guy but after all this you know what really makes me cringe it's when people that I know watch the channel it's funny because like I'll make a funny show or a video that 100 thousand people will watch but when one person that I know says that they watched it I just want to delete the entire channel I hate when people know I I just I just hate when people say hey you know what I watched last episode orig I hate it you know one day I went to go drop my kids off in my dad's house and as I was walking up the steps I heard in his iPad rich from rich rebuilds here I swear to god I put the kids down there left I just couldn't do it not today I just couldn't do it not today nope not dealing with that today there's so much cringe because it's like something that's public yet private you know it's kind of hard to explain basically it's like it's kinda like being a stripper all right like yeah I'd be a stripper sure why the hell not my clothes are from a woman for money stick a $5 bill between my butt cheeks why not it's a public place right but let my mom walk in okay and everything changes after that because you see it's the same thing like I'll do the YouTube thing for the world but when that start to get back people that I actually know it's awful you know what I mean it's like hey I heard that your son's a stripper at fantasies can you comment on that as my mom just like reporters following my mom around and um okay anyway I'll stop now I could talk from to the hour easily but in summary people are weird I'm slowly becoming a local celebrity and it's only gonna get worse what people see me around and stuff okay I got this note my Instagram hey I saw you in Boston running your one-we on like damn I know to walk on like a Michael Jackson mask now it's like people see me people know who I am but on a serious note let's be serious for a second one random thought what is the level of fame you have to reach in order to start getting groupies is it is it a million because not a single woman has approached me to be like hey you know I know you from YouTube so I was wondering if you were available for any bookings and that's never going to happen speaking of that you know being the bookings what does it mean when Instagram model says she's available for bookings all right I mean I think I know what that means but you know what you know forget it forget it I'm gonna change my Instagram right now so that I'm available for bookings holder I'm actually changing that right now rich is now available for bookings hit me up shut me on instagram at Richie be kid I'm now available for bookings whatever that means let's just see what happens with this thing let's see where it goes thanks for listening I gotta run and I don't want to bore you too much but don't forget to Like share and subscribe I'll talk to you guys soon\n"