I've been keeping busy with my internship. I had to do some more stuff for them, so I spent some time filming things for them. It took up some of my time, but it was worth it. After that, I hung out with my dogs, which is always a good time. I bought this new lip thing from Target, and I'm really happy with it. The lip balm is called Nuterium Phyto Globe in Petal, and the different shades are nice to have.

I changed my outfit from Lauren, which I like, and used it for the day. The lip balm has a metal applicator, which I think makes it feel more high-quality. It's also very thick, kind of like a thicker version of Laneige or Summer Fridays. I've been loving it so far - it gives my lips just the right amount of tint.

I've been breaking out lately, and I don't know why. But I took my makeup off last night, and I left my mascara on to see if that would help. It seems like it might be working - my lashes have been growing a lot, and I think that's probably the reason. I use Grande Lash, which I've only been using for about a month now, but suddenly I noticed a difference.

I also signed up for Harry Styles' One Night Only concert, but I'm not sure if I'll be able to get tickets. I signed up with three different emails and am on the waitlist for every single one - that's not good! I hope I can get off the waitlist soon, because it would be amazing to see him live.

Aside from all of that, I don't really have much else to say today. I'm going to Chris's place to cook some dinner, and then I'll read a bit of this book later. I've been trying to keep updated on my Instagram, so definitely follow me there - I post a lot of updates and try to keep it interesting. One thing that's concerning me is my camera - the part that flips up so I can see myself when I'm filming doesn't close properly, which is weird. I'm going to take it to Best Buy tomorrow to get it fixed.

I've also been thinking about getting a new bag for school. I don't really like designer bags, but I need something casual and comfy. I've heard that designers don't make those kinds of bags, so I'll have to do some shopping around. I've got a little graduation cap on my bookshelf now - it's cute and has a pop of yellow that I love.

For the most part, this is going to be the end of today's vlog. I'm feeling pretty exhausted after filming everything, but I'm also excited to start reading this new book. It sounds like it'll be entertaining, and I'm looking forward to getting into it. Maybe I'll do another vlog soon - if I miss one, let me know in the comments! And if you're on Instagram, follow me there because I post a lot of updates there too.

"WEBVTTKind: captionsLanguage: eni think i've fallen for you and i don't know why i don't know why my last name fits you better and i think you got me stuck on loving hello guys good morning welcome or welcome back to my channel so i'm vlogging it's my first day back home i mean i still have my schoolhouse for the rest of the month but i came home after my last final yesterday of my college career literally ever so thank god for that i decided to vlog i have a few things i want to do today and i miss vlogging like i say in every vlog but i'm sad because i didn't vlog a lot of my like school this semester no no i just didn't and i'm upset about it that's fine we're gonna vlog today when i'm home i use like my ice roller and i put a little eye things underneath not for it to like help me in any way but because it feels good i put those in the fridge under eye patches and then this obviously the freezer but it just feels really good and so i've been doing it today we are going to the gym i want to get back into it now that i'm going to be home for who knows how long i'm going to do that my hair is a mess i need to brush it i really want to finish the book that i'm reading today so i could start a new one i am so beyond over it but we'll talk about that a little later talk about postgrad stuff i have errands to run i really want to go trader joe's today i need to find like grad shoes before graduation so michael dsw i don't know we'll see where life takes us so that's today i just got ready for the gym it's like raining out that's not fun but i am just in a lemon long sleeve and leggings comfortable you do moisturize and do my skincare i was thinking of doing like a video like dedicated to my hair care skincare and makeup routine like all in one i got a lot of questions about every single one i don't really talk about that ever and i was not crazy any of those but i might do that soon we'll see let me know if you guys want that because i get questions about that and i don't have like a specific video really people can go to that are more recent about all that stuff so just let me know okay i'm gonna go do my skin go to the gym and i will take you guys with me it's gonna be a fun day that you guys are gonna spend with me let's go hello guys we just left the gym we weren't there for long i go with lauren if you're new here we went to the gym if you've been on my channel like last year because it was like around summer time like right before summer into summer we were like huge gym girls like every day and i loved it like so much i was actually like trying and stuff and we went to school and we didn't want to like commute to the gym we had our membership we froze it whatever now that we're back we're trying to go again but it's just like not fun we do like weightlifting and like some like cardio if we feel it i'm just like so over it and i'm bored with it and it's just like not fun and i think i just have to get back into it but like i don't know i want to do like yoga and pilates and stuff like that but i like the way my body looks weight lifting i don't know if anyone cares or this matters or i don't know but i guess everyone has to keep going and then figure it out i don't know i also don't know if i want coffee right now i like don't really want it i'm just gonna get it i'm gonna get to starbucks now i want to go to trader joe's because now that i'm like home i'm gonna go back to school like a few days but now that i'm home where was i oh i need some food in the house because i like my like specific things for myself that like my family doesn't like i get a vanilla sweet cream cold brown that's just been my thing for like months now i'm like so over trying to like make different drinks at starbucks and stuff and i also go between duncan and starbucks but duncan sometimes it's just not i don't know i have to be in the mood for duncan otherwise i'll just get starbucks we're gonna get that we'll go to trader i wanna stop at dsw because it's like right next door to it and see if they have any shoes i can get for graduation because i need shoes i don't have any white heels so those are all my updates other than that i have to do some work for my internship i want to finish my book and then you guys are going to help me pick my next read because i have so many on my bookshelf that i haven't read yet and a lot of good ones i know everyone's gonna probably wonder like do you still read the addicted series and yes so i'm still on fuel the fire i'm over halfway through what i was doing is i just had like my current reads that i've been reading and then like during class just don't do this but during class i would pull up like the pdf of the book and read during class to waste the time and i got through over half the book doing that now that i'm not in class anymore obviously i'm gonna have to read like the actual book so what i was thinking was finishing terms and conditions starting a new book but also like really like giving my attention to fuel the fire and the addicted series because i have all the books and i'm like dying to finish it and like don't get me wrong like i love this series and i actually i'm obsessed with it i just like i wanted like new families and stories a lot of little things but i still love it i just also don't want it to ever end so and i know there's like the children's stories and stuff but i don't know that's just what i'm feeling right now so i'm gonna finish it i swear now that i'm not in classes or school i think it'll be easier for me all right i'm gonna get coffee we will go to trader i'll give a trader hall and talk more about my life updates because now that school's over maybe you guys are wondering what i'm doing and i'll tell you later okay okay guys so um okay can i make words can i speak sentences so i go to trader ready to buy some fun stuff for myself be healthy and i forgot that they started may 4th today no more bags i'm walking around with my basket i have so much stuff in the basket and i'm like looking at everyone and all of the little cash register places and there's no trader joe's paper bags i asked the guy i was like do you have any bags i could buy like i'm not carrying all of this stuff in my hands out of here so i had to buy that which isn't the worst thing in the world the bag is actually pretty cute i'm going to show you but i'm going to show you what i got so that happened that was my first inconvenience then i go to dsw i'm like okay i just need a white heel don't really wear heels often and i found these but i had to get the ones that were on display look at them so the one that was on display is like stretched out here and there's like a little stain right here you can't really see it on camera i didn't notice until i left but while it was on like the stand it didn't have a price tag on it but i was like okay it's a heel sixty dollars i don't know where i came up with that number i was like i can't be more than like 80. i don't that's just i made that up so i go to check out and she says it's gonna be 120. so i'm like wear these ones 120. so now i'm on the hunt for cheaper shoes and if i find cheaper shoes i'm gonna return these if i don't i'm gonna wear them and keep them because obviously i'm gonna wear them someplace else but i don't like where would i wear them too i don't think i would ever would that's my second dilemma their dilemma jade or joe's i don't like they're like granola and i want to make eat like yogurt with granola and stuff and they don't have granola that i personally like so now we're off to target to get that i think this is like the good thing about being out of school not having assignments to do is that i have free range of my day right now while i'm off waiting for work to start i have all these hours right now that i could go run errands and not feel guilty that i have stuff to do when i do have stuff to do for work but not school that was just another stressor added on to my life so but that i guess i'm gonna go get my granola i'll give you a little trader joe haul when i get home and then continue on with our day let's start with target maybe granola this is my favorite one of the kind canola and i'm always either getting the cinnamon one or the oats honey whatever i needed almond butter usually i get the vanilla one because i love it but i didn't have it but they had maple almond butter so we're gonna try that so from trader i got tea i have none here at home peppermint tea i usually drink it at night i have these i think they're just like knockoff pringles they are knockoff pringles but i love pringles and i don't have any so i thought these would be fun then i needed bread sourdough best bread ever always sourdough i think i'm gonna make some avocado toast so they have some spinach oh i got these cauliflower crisp snack i don't know they looked good with cauliflower so i'm guessing it's like healthy we're going to try those peppers avocados i get the mini ones because i don't use a whole one and then it goes to waste pomegranate seeds i love pomegranate seeds i want to get great i love the trader joe red grapes but they didn't have like the box like the brand box that i like i was very upset about that they have the best red grapes we've got some yogurt i get this yogurt two vanilla and two strawberry organic cashew yogurt greek yogurt is too thick for me and i feel like heavy after i don't know it's like too thick so this is like it's like thin yogurt and i really like it i'm gonna put this away i'm gonna make some toast and then we will fix ourselves for the day is by my is to lift away from me if i find myself in recklessness hello okay just got ready i also just filmed content for my internship like now's a good time to talk about what i'm doing with my life i look so pale i cannot wait for summer because i need color in my face life updates let's get into it first as you guys know i have an internship i don't know if i've ever said who it was with but i interned for i've been an intern for like a year now for the brand kitsch if you've never heard of them but like a woman owned hair care skincare pillowcases and stuff a really great sustainable brand they have honestly the best products like i use them every single day not even just like because i work with them like they products are amazing so i work with them i help them with their like social media stuff or like i help the people who do like the social media i help with like content and like posting stuff but they want to hire me which was amazing and i absolutely love my boss and the people that work there so i'm very excited i think i start at the end of the month the beginning of june-ish we haven't really gotten into that just yet i'll be working full-time with them remotely because they're in california so i'd be like their social media project manager so i would help them with like collabs and stuff like that and it's super fun i help them with their content like it's just something like i really want to do and i really love the people that work there and their products and literally everything about them so i'm very happy about that along with that i will still be doing youtube obviously it's not my full-time job because i am working for kitsch but my dad said that since i got a degree i have to use it so i am working not that i don't want to but you know i didn't go to school for nothing i am also doing youtube i'll be doing videos updates and vlogs and stuff like this but also book videos i will still be reading don't worry that is my life and i just want to put it out there for you guys because i know you guys love it i love it this is my favorite thing to do so that's what i'll be doing and that's kind of it with like post grad right now i kind of want to just get back into the groove of life now that well after graduation like i said work is remote so i'll be home anyway i probably won't move out for a little bit i'm probably going to start saving my money and move out this time next year so that is that life update i just filmed stuff for them waiting for that to get approved and now i am going to finish my book i have 60 pages left and then you guys are going to help me pick my next round i have them all like lined up on my bookshelf obviously i want to film this weekend or i'm this is soon okay so zoomed in that whole time guys look at my closet this weekend i am cleaning it out and i still have to bring clothes home from school this does not give you stress like it's stressing me and i'm gonna like kind of read in my room since i want to be home and working from home now i'm going to get a new desk new bed frame get rid of that we're going to clean this up i want to put something else up there we'll see what happens with that but that's that right now and those are like all the updates i have just on my life in general i'm gonna go finish the book because i literally refuse to continue reading it i need to finish i shouldn't take that long i need to like not get distracted i forgot that i posted whatever in info today i'm literally in the middle of dsw buying those shoes and it's like let everyone know your videos up but i was like oh my god that's up if you haven't watched that but yeah okay let's go finish this book so we can pick out a new one because i am so beyond over this i hate starting series duologies i just need a good standalone and that's what we're picking from i don't know if any of these are series i think i have two that's in a series we're not choosing those so we'll find out what i choose in a little okay thank god i started this mid-april it's may 4th give it a three out of five i've talked about it in my last wrap up and in my next one i guess i'll talk about it again but it just felt really repetitive from the first one and i need a break from this trope of grumpy sunshine the ending was cute but i just i'm so i was so over it now here are my options put up my story that i want to do a reading vlog rereading love in other words again i have a new cover i don't know if i want to reread this and like re annotate with the new one just yet so i think with that reading vlog i'm just going to reread the one i already have that's already annotated and i can show you like what i highlighted and stuff i think that's not going to be just yet i think that'll be after the book i start now so these are my options i don't want to do a series so these were all in my recent book haul video so if you watch that you know these books these are all of them so this one's a serious it's rushed by maya banks it's just a random book i chose but we're not going to start that because i don't want a series right now so this i'm going to save for summer because it's a summer in paris it's called one summer in paris so i'm gonna wait for that one this one i also think i'm gonna say was called the truth hurts it's kind of like a mystery love romance type of book i don't know if i want to read that kind of book right now so that's gonna have to wait so now i have the devil wears black i think this is another enemy solver so absolutely not you were there too this one's kind of like a she moves with her husband it's kind of boring and then she has dreams about this guy and she ends up meeting him maybe this one or the flat share this one seemed really cute look how little the word is you can't tell the words are tiny in this book i don't know if i want to read this one yet i also have the problem with forever but this one's like thick it's like almost 500 pages i have a million kisses in your lifetime that's also like even more thick it's like over 500 so probably save this one okay so now i'm between the problem with forever and you were there too or i have some books on my kindle oh it's dead maybe i'll read a kindle book because i love those isn't there a way to find out online i don't have a cube to charge my candle right now but i'm gonna find that but we're gonna look at the books that are on my kindle right now because maybe we'll read one of those okay i know i said i didn't want a series but i really want to read the mind series i heard it was like amazing steph board just read it oh should i read too late by colleen hover what's that one about i forgot no if i want to read like a dark kind of book right now the swedish oblivion no let's look at the mind series so this one it took too much left too little i had nothing to lose until him oh it's sure only 132 pages i think i'm gonna read this so it's a series of i think five should we start it the first one's free are they all free okay i think they're all kindle unlimited too and downloaded it we're gonna start it i'm gonna charge this but i think i can read it on my phone so i'm just gonna do that okay let me go put on my goodreads that i started it the first one is called the risk it's short why is it so short i don't know okay let's start it i'm excited okay so much for all of these books that i need to read it's fine we'll get to them eventually let's go charge this i'm gonna start reading on my phone it's gonna be fun hi guys okay remember when i said i was gonna start the book so i didn't do that i ate don't really remember actually what i've been doing oh i had to do some more stuff for my internship and i filmed like a bunch of things for them so i did that that took up some time and then i don't know i was hanging with my dogs but i bought this new lip thing wait so changed my outfit i don't know if you guys care but i did change my outfit from target lauren had it and i used it and i liked it nuterium phyto globe lip balm in petal the different like shades i got the petal one but the applicator is like metal which i like i feel like it makes it feel more high quality i don't know it was 11 or 12 but it's like super thick it reminds me like a thicker version of like laneige or the summer fridays i have i've been loving it it gives like a little tint that's like all i'm doing today i'm gonna go to christmas wait i've been like breaking out like bad i don't know why but whatever i took my makeup off i kept my mascara on my lashes have been growing too which i don't know how i use what's it called grande lash for like a month max like barely any and all of a sudden like i think that has to be the reason because i don't do anything else to my lashes and also the harry styles like i signed up to get tickets for his one night only i signed up with three different emails and i'm on the wait list for every single one so this is not good i'm upset hopefully i get off the waitlist because i'm i'm going i don't care it's so soon 16 days aside from that i have like nothing else really to say i'm gonna go to chris's we're gonna cook some dinner and i'm gonna read a bit of this later i'll update you guys maybe next vlog definitely follow my instagram though because i post like a lot on my stories i try to keep updated i've been posting like a lot of my feed so definitely follow me on there i'm very active which i've been trying so hard to make i'm gonna do that and just relax the rest of the night i don't have anything else planned kind of boring today but it was productive so that's good that's like all i have also my camera like the part that like flips up so i can see myself when i try to like flip it down and close it it doesn't close so that's concerning i'm going to bring it to best buy tomorrow i have to buy a new camera and be very upset i want to get myself like a graduation gift to myself like something like expensive not like an expensive materialistic type of person like if i see something that i like then it's like okay but i can't just like i don't know search for something to buy i don't want to like waste my money on that i don't know i never like buying expensive things because then i end up like hating it because it's so much money i don't know if anyone else is like that i can't explain that one but since i graduated and i'm done with school and i'm proud of myself i want to buy myself something so if you guys know of any cute like i don't know i'm gonna do a bag i don't really like those bags i need like a casual comfy bag and i don't think designers make those kinds of bags i do jewelry but like i don't know i have to like look into that they're more shopping spree but the state of my closet as you've seen i just i cannot buy more clothes just got me those little tulips yesterday there's a little graduation cap in the top of it so cute i think it looks cute on my bookshelf i love the pop of yellow and i love two lips so that's that okay that's the end of this vlog i got nothing left for today i'm gonna to start the book now i feel like i'm going to finish this really quick because the at least the first two i didn't look at the the last no i don't know which ones i looked at but first one was like 100 pages and then the other one i looked at was like 90 something so i'm excited this would be fun i need something like entertaining and this sounded really perfect so i'll put it you guys somewhere along the way i'm probably going to vlog again this week because i'm like i know i missed it i'm enjoying it so i'll keep you updated with my next vlog definitely check my instagram because i post like so many updates there i hope you guys enjoyed this video let me know any comments questions concerns in the comments down below that's all i got for you i will see you hopefully in the next one bye\n"