The Inner Monologue of a Young Woman

As I sat down to write this article, I couldn't help but think about my own inner monologue. You see, I've always been a bit of a rambling person, and sometimes I find myself getting lost in thought. Today was one of those days where I just couldn't seem to focus on anything for more than a few seconds. But that's okay - it's all part of the creative process, right?

I do wonder if other people can relate to this kind of inner chatter. Do they get lost in their own thoughts and worries? Or are they one of those people who always seems to be focused and on top of things? I'm definitely not the latter. I mean, have you ever noticed how sometimes you'll be walking down the street, and suddenly you'll hear a song that reminds you of your childhood? It's like your brain is trying to tell you something, but it's just out of reach.

Okay, so I'm going to try to focus on one thing for a bit. Let's see... how about my birthday present? Yeah, that's right. My friend gave me this amazing gift, and I'm still not sure what to do with it. It's all fancy and has lots of little pockets in it - I love the idea of being able to carry everything I need with me wherever I go.

Wait, what was I saying? Oh yeah, the present. So my friend says that if you put an "S" at the end of a word, it makes it plural. Is that right? I'm not entirely sure - I've always been a bit of a grammar nerd, but sometimes even I get confused. Still, I think she might be onto something there.

I did manage to get a little upset about our budget for a moment there. You see, my friend said we had blown it over the limit, and that was really frustrating for me. But then I remembered why I love her - because she's always willing to go above and beyond, even if it means breaking the bank.

We're going to have leftovers tonight, which is great. I found this white onion in the fridge, so I'm adding it to the mix. And I know my friend loves Charo, so I hope that makes her happy. But honestly, what's a little bit of confusion about words and phrases when you've got good friends like mine?

Sometimes I feel like we're all just winging it, trying to figure out this crazy thing called life. It can be scary, but also kind of exhilarating. Like, did you know that as we get older, our brains start to change? We start to want things more and more, and sometimes it's hard to keep up with the younger crowd. But hey - that's just part of growing up, right?

I've been thinking about this a lot lately, and I have to say, it's kind of weird. Like, when we're young, we're so caught up in our own little worlds that we don't really think about how others might feel. We're all just trying to survive and thrive, but sometimes we can be pretty cruel or heartless. But as we get older, we start to realize the impact we have on those around us - and that's when things get really interesting.

I remember one time I was watching this video of a woman who was talking about her favorite things in life (and boy, did she know how to talk!), and it made me think about my own bucket list. What are you going to do before you die? Is it something scary or exciting, or just something normal that you've always wanted to try?

Anyway - I'm getting a bit carried away here. The point is, life is short, and we should all be trying to enjoy ourselves as much as possible. So go ahead, take a chance on that crazy dream of yours, even if it means failing. Who knows? You might just surprise yourself.

Speaking of surprises, have you ever been to California? I love the idea of going out there with my friend and exploring the state together. Maybe we can even get some souvenirs along the way (although, let's be real - I'm not exactly sure how that would work). But hey, it'll be fun trying!

I think what I love most about life is its unpredictability. Sometimes things just don't go as planned, and you're left wondering what could have been. Like when my friend came over to say goodbye (and I had to leave her a note because she was under attack by submachine gun fire), or when we got to the chopper and it exploded (I swear, that's a real thing).

All in all, I think life is just one big adventure - full of ups and downs, twists and turns. But if you're not having fun trying, are you really living? And as for what my friend says about being under submachine gun fire... well, I guess that's just part of the deal when you're with someone like her.

So there you have it, folks - a little peek into my inner monologue. Who knows what'll come next?

"WEBVTTKind: captionsLanguage: enthank you for watching liking commenting sharing and subscribing right now I've been testing baby monitors all morning and I've come to a conclusion they all suck I think the best baby monitor out there is going to be you and me we're just going to have to use our ears because this junk down here uh no it ain't going to stay Diana says I'm out of control and I say I care too much I wish I could invent I mean I know I could invent but I I just don't have the skill set in my brain I I just know what works and what doesn't this is what frustrates me about consumer grade technology I mean there are some gems out there and I love highlighting and working with those gems but finding those gems it's a lot of pressure to create gems I'm sure well you know the diamond thing you squeeze the coal M I care too much it'll be okay Dad I'll keep an eye on the baby n don't worry about it pixie I'll figure something out just as I was leaving the house I received a confirmation that I'll be flying to California tomorrow but only only for a day so I'll be there and back within hours despite San Diego Comic-Con starting tomorrow it's not for that it's a major tech company that wants my help and no they don't make baby monitors that I know of I think the only thing I'll have to pack is my smartphone and the Vlog camera but the project itself is currently top secret currently my mom just texted me and said I needed to be doing more walking every day well I walk to the car isn't that enough it just started raining that's nice yeah that makes me happy could be a book in here not just one book but two books good night Darth Vader this was just released and the Star Wars before Star Wars there was the Star Wars this is the story that was really the original story before it became Star Wars that's why it's the Star Wars and this is the comic adaptation screenplay was the word I was looking for and it seems I've received another birthday present this one from rup sarar you might note that R's last name wasn't on the tag I know it's him because I get used to seeing people's names when they participate in our community so thank you people often assume that I don't see the things that they do or the things that they say and I do that wasn't me saying I do in a marriage kind of way although I guess we kind of have This Ti relationship here even though you're you're kind of on the other side of the screen you're human so am I I'll be gone for less than a day but I'll still miss my family even when I don't know where they are thought they'd being here but set my alarm for 500 a.m. okay it's on I found the Vlog camera where was it it was under the paperwork behind behind the computer yeah right there on the counter I couldn't find y'all and Diana asked if I checked my butt you were not there nor do I ever plan on bringing you anywhere near there ever never say never I'm going to say never on this one this is just the beginning isn't it yes it looks like a pig with a really tiny mouth I'm just going to say that they made nipples completely differently when I was a kid they used to be squishy those are not squishy nipples mm those are for toddlers I think seepy cups seepy Cups Chris Perillo cups oh did you write your name on them too I didn't cuz I couldn't write oh what well you know I mean eventually I could write I thought you were born a genius I don't know where you got this information but if it was from the internet the internet is wrong are you still a little girl on Wikipedia I'm always a little girl on Wikipedia pink water shouldn't exist it's actually pretty cool would you take a bath in that in that in the water pink water you mean pink water in general yeah no what about black water yes red water of course ew that would be like bathing in blood yeah but as opposed to pink water I'm finally going to get a chance to wear my Scotty vest Quest vest with 42 pockets in it tomorrow now I got to figure out what the hell I'm going to take oh it's really cool you stick your ID in there mhm so it's easy access mhm that's just one side I just bought your birthday present glad it's plural no you don't know because I said present s yes so it could be either or no if you put an S at the end of it then it makes it plural there comma you can't put a that doesn't make sense you can't do a comma S no this is the English language you can do whatever you want I accidentally went over the budget we had is that okay I suppose it'll have to be okay I knew you would be okay with it no I could be upset I mean inside but it's going to you okay so should I be upset about this or shouldn't I I should be happy okay then I'm happy yay they should get here Thursday I mean it s they S no it comma they I think it would be it slash they no I think we'll just stick to commas tonight we're going to have leftovers I found some white onion in the fridge so I'm going to go ahead and add it I smell chizo was that a very white boy way of saying it Charo is good I mean bi I mean Bueno bi's for people mhm Bueno is for beans no no baby what I'm not going to get s h why can't you eat like a normal person we've been over this Diana gave me a task she told me to come over here and watch the flowers They're not really doing anything hun I suppose if I waited here long enough I could see him decompose why is this important again um I just wanted you to leave me alone in the kitchen yeah but I'm still on the kitchen no I I want the Mickey Mouse one the Mickey Mouse spoon why not for the fork well we don't have the Mickey Mouse Forks oh we don't mm this looks amazing thank you because it describes you you know I hate to tell everybody out there but the older you get the more young you want to be so you kind of have to start acting like you're younger I'm going to die why would you say that well it's the truth honey hate to tell you everyone watching this video is going to die too I'm not saying it'll be great when it happens but I'm just saying Life's Too Short enjoy it while you can M I'm going to die too those are really pretty sorry I can't take you with me on my trip hun no would you like a souvenir from California oh wait California Wait California I love California California I'm sucking at my Schwarzenegger accent California would you like a souvenir from California I feel like if I don't take one you're going to like beat me up what why would you say that cuz it just sounds like a very scary voice oh well no I would never I I would never beat you up not you I yeah I know but I'm I don't Advocate physical violence the thank you I don't even Advocate emotional violence I didn't say take a souvenir from California come with me if you want to live no stay here because you can't travel right now because you you would cost us an extra ticket no I would yeah you'd have to take up two seats I think that's the rule with pregnant ladies that's why they tell you you should not fly when you're this far along with your pregnancy cuz it costs more I don't think that's the reason well what would the reason be um you don't want to go into labor midair maybe okay fine you don't get the souvenir Diana I've been working on my Schwarzenegger accent it's what I've been busy with for the past 2 hours how's this cforia oh no Diana is under submachine gun fire get to the chopper come with me if you want to leave step away it will explode who is your daddy and what does he do what he goes to bed before the sun goes down cuz he's got to get up early tomorrow hope you all like today's efforts and we'll see you tomorrowthank you for watching liking commenting sharing and subscribing right now I've been testing baby monitors all morning and I've come to a conclusion they all suck I think the best baby monitor out there is going to be you and me we're just going to have to use our ears because this junk down here uh no it ain't going to stay Diana says I'm out of control and I say I care too much I wish I could invent I mean I know I could invent but I I just don't have the skill set in my brain I I just know what works and what doesn't this is what frustrates me about consumer grade technology I mean there are some gems out there and I love highlighting and working with those gems but finding those gems it's a lot of pressure to create gems I'm sure well you know the diamond thing you squeeze the coal M I care too much it'll be okay Dad I'll keep an eye on the baby n don't worry about it pixie I'll figure something out just as I was leaving the house I received a confirmation that I'll be flying to California tomorrow but only only for a day so I'll be there and back within hours despite San Diego Comic-Con starting tomorrow it's not for that it's a major tech company that wants my help and no they don't make baby monitors that I know of I think the only thing I'll have to pack is my smartphone and the Vlog camera but the project itself is currently top secret currently my mom just texted me and said I needed to be doing more walking every day well I walk to the car isn't that enough it just started raining that's nice yeah that makes me happy could be a book in here not just one book but two books good night Darth Vader this was just released and the Star Wars before Star Wars there was the Star Wars this is the story that was really the original story before it became Star Wars that's why it's the Star Wars and this is the comic adaptation screenplay was the word I was looking for and it seems I've received another birthday present this one from rup sarar you might note that R's last name wasn't on the tag I know it's him because I get used to seeing people's names when they participate in our community so thank you people often assume that I don't see the things that they do or the things that they say and I do that wasn't me saying I do in a marriage kind of way although I guess we kind of have This Ti relationship here even though you're you're kind of on the other side of the screen you're human so am I I'll be gone for less than a day but I'll still miss my family even when I don't know where they are thought they'd being here but set my alarm for 500 a.m. okay it's on I found the Vlog camera where was it it was under the paperwork behind behind the computer yeah right there on the counter I couldn't find y'all and Diana asked if I checked my butt you were not there nor do I ever plan on bringing you anywhere near there ever never say never I'm going to say never on this one this is just the beginning isn't it yes it looks like a pig with a really tiny mouth I'm just going to say that they made nipples completely differently when I was a kid they used to be squishy those are not squishy nipples mm those are for toddlers I think seepy cups seepy Cups Chris Perillo cups oh did you write your name on them too I didn't cuz I couldn't write oh what well you know I mean eventually I could write I thought you were born a genius I don't know where you got this information but if it was from the internet the internet is wrong are you still a little girl on Wikipedia I'm always a little girl on Wikipedia pink water shouldn't exist it's actually pretty cool would you take a bath in that in that in the water pink water you mean pink water in general yeah no what about black water yes red water of course ew that would be like bathing in blood yeah but as opposed to pink water I'm finally going to get a chance to wear my Scotty vest Quest vest with 42 pockets in it tomorrow now I got to figure out what the hell I'm going to take oh it's really cool you stick your ID in there mhm so it's easy access mhm that's just one side I just bought your birthday present glad it's plural no you don't know because I said present s yes so it could be either or no if you put an S at the end of it then it makes it plural there comma you can't put a that doesn't make sense you can't do a comma S no this is the English language you can do whatever you want I accidentally went over the budget we had is that okay I suppose it'll have to be okay I knew you would be okay with it no I could be upset I mean inside but it's going to you okay so should I be upset about this or shouldn't I I should be happy okay then I'm happy yay they should get here Thursday I mean it s they S no it comma they I think it would be it slash they no I think we'll just stick to commas tonight we're going to have leftovers I found some white onion in the fridge so I'm going to go ahead and add it I smell chizo was that a very white boy way of saying it Charo is good I mean bi I mean Bueno bi's for people mhm Bueno is for beans no no baby what I'm not going to get s h why can't you eat like a normal person we've been over this Diana gave me a task she told me to come over here and watch the flowers They're not really doing anything hun I suppose if I waited here long enough I could see him decompose why is this important again um I just wanted you to leave me alone in the kitchen yeah but I'm still on the kitchen no I I want the Mickey Mouse one the Mickey Mouse spoon why not for the fork well we don't have the Mickey Mouse Forks oh we don't mm this looks amazing thank you because it describes you you know I hate to tell everybody out there but the older you get the more young you want to be so you kind of have to start acting like you're younger I'm going to die why would you say that well it's the truth honey hate to tell you everyone watching this video is going to die too I'm not saying it'll be great when it happens but I'm just saying Life's Too Short enjoy it while you can M I'm going to die too those are really pretty sorry I can't take you with me on my trip hun no would you like a souvenir from California oh wait California Wait California I love California California I'm sucking at my Schwarzenegger accent California would you like a souvenir from California I feel like if I don't take one you're going to like beat me up what why would you say that cuz it just sounds like a very scary voice oh well no I would never I I would never beat you up not you I yeah I know but I'm I don't Advocate physical violence the thank you I don't even Advocate emotional violence I didn't say take a souvenir from California come with me if you want to live no stay here because you can't travel right now because you you would cost us an extra ticket no I would yeah you'd have to take up two seats I think that's the rule with pregnant ladies that's why they tell you you should not fly when you're this far along with your pregnancy cuz it costs more I don't think that's the reason well what would the reason be um you don't want to go into labor midair maybe okay fine you don't get the souvenir Diana I've been working on my Schwarzenegger accent it's what I've been busy with for the past 2 hours how's this cforia oh no Diana is under submachine gun fire get to the chopper come with me if you want to leave step away it will explode who is your daddy and what does he do what he goes to bed before the sun goes down cuz he's got to get up early tomorrow hope you all like today's efforts and we'll see you tomorrow\n"