I've Ever Had a Day So Bad That I Didn't Want to Live

I always want to live, if only because I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow and it's kind of fun to get past the bad days to get to good days. It's like, you never know when something better is just around the corner, and that's what keeps me going. Of course, there are times when things feel overwhelming, and all I want to do is crawl into bed and forget about my problems. But even then, I try to focus on the fact that tomorrow will be a new day, full of new possibilities.

I've Mentioned This Before, But...

There's one thing that's worth noting: this camera is not recording 24/7, and even if it was, I don't share everything that's in my head with everybody I know. It may seem like that at times that I overshare, but I don't. I keep a lot to myself, and sometimes people think I'm being too private, but that's just not true.

Coffee, Bench, and Wet Pants

I probably shouldn't have sat on the bench, because now my pants are wet. It was still covered with dew at least, I hope it was dew. Those four shelves are full of Minifigures - official ones, no less! Wicket is over here, looking adorable as always. Yeah, I know you want to go out there, but not today, unfortunately. Even though I'm not a huge fan of custom Minifigures, I decided to pick up some new ones anyway. There's the 11th Doctor, with his gingerbread man and sprinkle guns - love him! And then there are the pigs versus cows from Brickcon yesterday, which is where I got the Customs in the first place. Oh, and of course, the Game of Thrones Customs that I've had for a while now.

Unofficial Merchandise

I'm not really a fan of unofficial merchandise, but I don't think I'll ever get official Doctor Who or Star Trek Minifigures anytime soon. If Lego doesn't make them, they're not officially recognized as such. But hey, at least the custom ones are fun!

Taste Testing Time

At 2:30 in the afternoon, I decided it was finally time for me to shower. You know, getting clean is one of life's simple pleasures! Okay, let's open up this taste testing thing... Oh look, it matches my nails! A+ that one's really good, but then there's another one with some nutmeg in it - which one tastes better? They're both really good, but I like the first one because it's bigger and I get to eat more of it before getting caught up.

Weather and Wicket

I've been enjoying the weather for just a few minutes now. You know, when the temperature is in the 50s or 60s, that's nice - even if we do get lucky and hit 40s sometimes! Wicket and Pixie are always happy to show off their toothless smiles, aren't you guys? Pixie may still have a bit of soreness in her mouth from her recent dental issues. I'm just glad she can chew on her food again.

Pixie's Food

The vet said that Pixie should only have wet food, and Wicket wants what Pixie has. So, it looks like we're going to have to get used to making the food wet for both of them. This may be a new routine for us - getting up every 12 hours to feed them with their medication included. I'm sure they'll learn how to share eventually!

And That's It...

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"WEBVTTKind: captionsLanguage: enthank you for watching liking commenting sharing and subscribing right now hello Autumn nice to see you again I should probably wait until I'm fully awake before I start recording things again although I don't really have anything planned today just some loose ideas of what I could do okay you wait right there I'm going to turn turn and keep you in place although I don't think I'm going to keep my hand in that position throughout the entire duration of this segment ah what do you know even without a mat I'm doing well I didn't really have anything to say that was that's it for now I'm flying solo this morning Diana stayed in bed I asked her if she wanted anything and she said yes although I can't remember what she said she wanted right now thank goodness she texted it to me otherwise I would have had to improvise and we all know how that turns out sometimes when I'm in the car alone I tend to get lost in my own thoughts and I'm thinking about recording something not right now obviously I'm recording this I mean recording something separate another why I like which could turn out to be a good series for this Channel and if memory serves some of the First videos I recorded for YouTube were recorded on this road on a phone that was years ago still I think the magic of YouTube and why it's persevered throughout all these years is being able to share your thoughts in video no matter the video format or the type of equipment you happen to be using so long as you're sharing your story which is another reason why I happen to like vlogging here I go I'm just thinking again and recording my thoughts for posterity on my posterior all right I just recorded something we'll see how that turns out in the channel o and we're also going to see how this turns out don't go any where I I asked I even asked you nicely oh okay fine enjoy the view there are a lot of things in life that I happen to like and sharing those thoughts with you is kind of fun so we'll see if that turns into a regular series if you like why I like next week it might be why I like Lego and the week after might be why I like Star Wars and the week after that why why I like Doctor Who and the week after that why I like bacon you wouldn't want that would you that sign says eggnog is here eggnog is here already you know what that means we got to get us some nog I got a pound of Brazil pea Berry for this week and a pumpkin cookie because I plan on getting another pumpkin cookie at another place to have Diana do a comparison between the pumpkin cookies to tell me who makes the better pumpkin cookie you're not going to believe the question that was just submitted on locker.com by AA Dear Chris I know this is not a tech question but your happiness always Amazes Me by the way I like non-te questions probably more than I like Tech questions so feel free to submit any question you might have see I'm not kidding this is what he wrote or she how can you sustain your positiveness and happy mood what is your secrets don't you have those days quote quotes when you just don't want to live or you're very unhappy by the way your Vlogs are awesome keep up the good work all the best oh and atilla's from Hungary well we've all had bad days but I don't think I've ever had a day so bad that I did not want to live I always want to live if only because I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow and it's kind of fun to get past the bad days to to get to good days and keep in mind I've mentioned this a few times before that this camera is not recording 24/7 and even if it was I don't share everything that's in my head with everybody I know it may seem like that at times that I overshare but I don't I keep a lot to myself a lot but I'm going to tell you this coffee is good I probably should not have sat in that bench because now my pants are wet it was still covered with Dew at least I hope it was Dew those four shelves are full of Minifigures the official Minifigures Wicket over here yeah I know you want to go out there not going to happen today even though I'm not a huge fan of custom minifigures I decided to pick up Captain John Luke bcard Commander rker Spock Doctor Who that's the 11th doctor a gingerbread man with sprinkle guns there's the pigs versus cows from brickcon yesterday which is where I got the Customs at a green arrow custom and then of course the Game of Thrones Customs that I've had for a while that you guys saw me feature a while ago again I'm not really a fan of unofficial merchandise but I don't think I'm ever going to get official Doctor Who or Star Trek minifigures ever and if Lego doesn't make them they're not official yes at 2:30 in the afternoon I decided it was finally time for me to shower you get to decide which one tastes better I like this taste testing thing okay let's open this oh look it matches my nails A+ that one's really good this one tastes like it has some more ingredients like nutmeg which one's the winner they're both really good but I like this one because it's bigger and I get to eat more of it before getting caught up and editing the Vlog which has not been uploaded today if that wasn't obvious I have to edit it before it can be shared I'm going to enjoy the weather for just a few minutes if you consider 50s and 60s nicer maybe even 40s if we get lucky you want to show them your toothless smile Wicket you've had it for quite some time pixie's mouth may still be a bit sore let's see can we show them bless you Wicket you know in a few years I'll be gumming my food too ah here's a ju toos for you I'm eating Sor gum and you have Sor gums oh don't touch that Sor gum Colonel wherever it is I I don't know where it fell don't don't don't find it after looking at the brickcon badge I realized that the Earth magnet affixed to the back of this particular engraved brick would make a perfect name plate or name tag when I go to various events and so I found a couple of complimentary bricks black top and bottom including a snot on top snot short for studs not on top a snot on top I just uploaded the Vlog where I showcase these new frames on my face and a lot of the comments are positive though some of you are saying that oh by the way that wasn't a fart it was my feet I scooting them across the okay now it's not making the sound well anyway it was my feet uh many of you are saying that these frames with these lenses are too wide for my face I can't can't say that I disagree but here's the thing I have a wider field of view so my periphery vision is clearer and you know me my fashion sense is nothing so I'd rather keep performance and Clarity you're just going to have to get used to a fatter faced Chris no no no fatter framed Chris hopefully not fatter in general they don't make me look fat do they hours later and I am preparing dinner for Wicket and pixie I'm afraid they're never going to want to eat dry food again I've got to make the food wet so that pixie can chew on it granted she's probably just going to swallow it whole anyway as both she and Wicket usually do still the vet said that she should not have dry food and Wicket want what pixie has and they both like the wet food this may be a new routine for us I got to do this every 12 hours because pixie needs food with her medication you two need to learn how to share you figured you would have mastered that by now get it get it pixie's going to get it all wck it get it thanks for liking commenting subscribing and sharing all our videosthank you for watching liking commenting sharing and subscribing right now hello Autumn nice to see you again I should probably wait until I'm fully awake before I start recording things again although I don't really have anything planned today just some loose ideas of what I could do okay you wait right there I'm going to turn turn and keep you in place although I don't think I'm going to keep my hand in that position throughout the entire duration of this segment ah what do you know even without a mat I'm doing well I didn't really have anything to say that was that's it for now I'm flying solo this morning Diana stayed in bed I asked her if she wanted anything and she said yes although I can't remember what she said she wanted right now thank goodness she texted it to me otherwise I would have had to improvise and we all know how that turns out sometimes when I'm in the car alone I tend to get lost in my own thoughts and I'm thinking about recording something not right now obviously I'm recording this I mean recording something separate another why I like which could turn out to be a good series for this Channel and if memory serves some of the First videos I recorded for YouTube were recorded on this road on a phone that was years ago still I think the magic of YouTube and why it's persevered throughout all these years is being able to share your thoughts in video no matter the video format or the type of equipment you happen to be using so long as you're sharing your story which is another reason why I happen to like vlogging here I go I'm just thinking again and recording my thoughts for posterity on my posterior all right I just recorded something we'll see how that turns out in the channel o and we're also going to see how this turns out don't go any where I I asked I even asked you nicely oh okay fine enjoy the view there are a lot of things in life that I happen to like and sharing those thoughts with you is kind of fun so we'll see if that turns into a regular series if you like why I like next week it might be why I like Lego and the week after might be why I like Star Wars and the week after that why why I like Doctor Who and the week after that why I like bacon you wouldn't want that would you that sign says eggnog is here eggnog is here already you know what that means we got to get us some nog I got a pound of Brazil pea Berry for this week and a pumpkin cookie because I plan on getting another pumpkin cookie at another place to have Diana do a comparison between the pumpkin cookies to tell me who makes the better pumpkin cookie you're not going to believe the question that was just submitted on locker.com by AA Dear Chris I know this is not a tech question but your happiness always Amazes Me by the way I like non-te questions probably more than I like Tech questions so feel free to submit any question you might have see I'm not kidding this is what he wrote or she how can you sustain your positiveness and happy mood what is your secrets don't you have those days quote quotes when you just don't want to live or you're very unhappy by the way your Vlogs are awesome keep up the good work all the best oh and atilla's from Hungary well we've all had bad days but I don't think I've ever had a day so bad that I did not want to live I always want to live if only because I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow and it's kind of fun to get past the bad days to to get to good days and keep in mind I've mentioned this a few times before that this camera is not recording 24/7 and even if it was I don't share everything that's in my head with everybody I know it may seem like that at times that I overshare but I don't I keep a lot to myself a lot but I'm going to tell you this coffee is good I probably should not have sat in that bench because now my pants are wet it was still covered with Dew at least I hope it was Dew those four shelves are full of Minifigures the official Minifigures Wicket over here yeah I know you want to go out there not going to happen today even though I'm not a huge fan of custom minifigures I decided to pick up Captain John Luke bcard Commander rker Spock Doctor Who that's the 11th doctor a gingerbread man with sprinkle guns there's the pigs versus cows from brickcon yesterday which is where I got the Customs at a green arrow custom and then of course the Game of Thrones Customs that I've had for a while that you guys saw me feature a while ago again I'm not really a fan of unofficial merchandise but I don't think I'm ever going to get official Doctor Who or Star Trek minifigures ever and if Lego doesn't make them they're not official yes at 2:30 in the afternoon I decided it was finally time for me to shower you get to decide which one tastes better I like this taste testing thing okay let's open this oh look it matches my nails A+ that one's really good this one tastes like it has some more ingredients like nutmeg which one's the winner they're both really good but I like this one because it's bigger and I get to eat more of it before getting caught up and editing the Vlog which has not been uploaded today if that wasn't obvious I have to edit it before it can be shared I'm going to enjoy the weather for just a few minutes if you consider 50s and 60s nicer maybe even 40s if we get lucky you want to show them your toothless smile Wicket you've had it for quite some time pixie's mouth may still be a bit sore let's see can we show them bless you Wicket you know in a few years I'll be gumming my food too ah here's a ju toos for you I'm eating Sor gum and you have Sor gums oh don't touch that Sor gum Colonel wherever it is I I don't know where it fell don't don't don't find it after looking at the brickcon badge I realized that the Earth magnet affixed to the back of this particular engraved brick would make a perfect name plate or name tag when I go to various events and so I found a couple of complimentary bricks black top and bottom including a snot on top snot short for studs not on top a snot on top I just uploaded the Vlog where I showcase these new frames on my face and a lot of the comments are positive though some of you are saying that oh by the way that wasn't a fart it was my feet I scooting them across the okay now it's not making the sound well anyway it was my feet uh many of you are saying that these frames with these lenses are too wide for my face I can't can't say that I disagree but here's the thing I have a wider field of view so my periphery vision is clearer and you know me my fashion sense is nothing so I'd rather keep performance and Clarity you're just going to have to get used to a fatter faced Chris no no no fatter framed Chris hopefully not fatter in general they don't make me look fat do they hours later and I am preparing dinner for Wicket and pixie I'm afraid they're never going to want to eat dry food again I've got to make the food wet so that pixie can chew on it granted she's probably just going to swallow it whole anyway as both she and Wicket usually do still the vet said that she should not have dry food and Wicket want what pixie has and they both like the wet food this may be a new routine for us I got to do this every 12 hours because pixie needs food with her medication you two need to learn how to share you figured you would have mastered that by now get it get it pixie's going to get it all wck it get it thanks for liking commenting subscribing and sharing all our videos\n"