The Experience of Playing a Scary Game

We're just going to be losing our minds which I guess is the whole thing about this game what is that oh that's a key okay oh dramatic okay all right then I don't know why but all right so I've got two keys I need one more I don't know if my whole progress is going to reset once I get this last or if I die before I get the last one but it seems a little more difficult to die so there is something to all of this. You guys are both faster and slower than I think you are what's that what's that oh there we go that's what I was looking for those guys are shockingly fast okay thank you for this got the key all right no why I don't do that when I have to run away from that that is not okay and don't show me that clock that I said I didn't like because it's crooked and I don't do crooked thank you for that. This place is just disorienting it's just all disorienting like where am I where am I going I don't even know anymore okay here's where I am can I can I go now can I take my nap can I have my apple could that be I just like to get munch munch on a sweet apple that'd be great okay oh that's nice that's real nice thank you for that can I go home never mind I am awake thanks god it was just a dream thanks god thanks big guy or girl I don't know that was a horrible dream yeah cam I'm dehydrated I can't imagine I can't imagine what it'd be like to dream if you had schizophrenia somehow that feels like it would be worse than reality wait is that different is there something different about that no it's the same okay goodbye have fun I'll just close this door goodbye it's weird I've gotten used to this point of view okay that was delicious feels good feels good man feels good so what about that so what about feeling good I don't feel so good that rumbly in my tumbly said I don't feel so good what is that no mom why do you always call now mom the one time when I'm recording it's always when I'm recording mom I can't talk right now mom okay apparently not let me at least text my mom hopefully nothing happens okay I don't know what to do do I go back to bed and uh I don't want to criticize me I'm going through some but why am I leaving I am uh I need to get I need to fix that run I'm I I uh open safe why why is there wavy wacky wavy inflatable arm flailing go ahead oh um go ahead help me go ahead go ahead hello go ahead um oh wait wait wait square triangle circle eight so four threes four three zero four three I'm not stupid here four three zero eight or four three one eight I'm I I'm oh my god oh my god what is I can't do anything now okay I where am I I don't know I have no idea my demons one well that's a load of well that's a load of poopy doopy my personality is sealed in here well that's just a load of garbo forever okay because you are you hitting your stupid code really you're gonna let the game go worldwide about one percent of the population is diagnosed with schizophrenia created by choppy pine 25th of september 2018. okay but then well then did that mean that wait was that the only ending wait no but I but that's stupid well that's dumb well there's no no no god a duck of course god damn it of course it's gonna it's gonna come down oh of course it's gonna come down to that of course it's gonna come to that under that that makes me mad that makes me very very mad that makes me very very very mad but either way I guess that is just how that goes oh don't like that cat so that was three scary games I'm not gonna go back through the whole thing and just to see if I can get the code because I don't even know if that was possible but frankly frankly I'll end it there just because it did have a good experience in there it was a little slow paced and the pacing was a little off throughout it but it still was a good experience and I still had a good time and I think it was all right but even so man irk my bubbles so thank you everybody so much for watching if you've got other scary games or other weird games that you want me to assemble in a three-game package let me know down in the comments below thank you everybody so much for watching and as always I will see you in the next video bye-bye

"WEBVTTKind: captionsLanguage: enhello everybody my name is markiplier and welcome back to three scary games now it's october which means that it's spooptober who knows what horrors lie in the dark it's scary or it's supposed to be scary but what's good about october is you get more scary games than you usually would and that is the same case when it comes down to indie games so this is rib eye chart okay hi charlie how you doing over there did you uh sorry just rearranging the furniture here okay oh sorry i'm just wrecking up the place charlie please don't be upset with me i'm just trying to get by i don't know where i am and i don't know what i'm doing oh hey that's what that noise was oh i got locked in here oh need to find a way out okay all right i think i can do that so long as the situation isn't incredibly dire and i don't die in a horrible horrible way oh ribeye kill them hmm that's not charlie's we'll make you eat until it hurts 399 give it to the authority delicious and refreshing there's a lot of conflicting information but wait zoom zoom in on those eyes there's something going on in his eyes he's got red eyes he needs to get clear eyes hello i mean this restaurant looks pretty uh barren and unappealing but then again ribeye charlie seems a little barren and unappealing we'll make you eat until it hurts okay sure no go in there apparently all right but where i go what i do how i find a way out can't make a mess of things too badly oh i found a key hey look at me i'm so smart and full of progress and able to do games and such oh i hate it oh i hate it oh i really hate it i probably shouldn't just charge into this blindly the fuse box you say wait zoom in on that face something's going on here all right so what what the hi cow man hi okay i guess i oh okay that uh um oh well me then wow okay all right well we got through that and that existed and that happened ah that's what i was supposed to see before but then i didn't because i i didn't mm-hmm okay so do i gotta go grab the key again i didn't know that i can i didn't know that i couldn't just lollygag and stand in the middle of the hallway i didn't realize that i needed to skedaddle wait wait wait wait wait wait oh god wait please oh sh shoot i yes ah me so is that ribeye charlie or just want to rib eye charlie's lackeys is that rib eye charlie or is that someone that i need to know about i don't know either way can i crouch or something or do something to prevent my doom i guess i can be kind of sneaky about it hello can i close that probably not okay nothing oh i'm screwed okay well they're gone now okay is that you charlie charlie okay well i gotta fuse oh um can i leave now am i done is that all for me ribeye charlie ribbit charlie can you please give me a reason why i'm here i'm just kind of confused okay fine then you wow i'll just be on my way no need to bother me today i'm good whoa well aren't you just wait you just a sassy sue oh they ain't happy okay so they're moving together so i'm guessing i just gotta find the fuses i don't even know how big this place is so how oh okay all right okay so if they're coming down that way if they don't split up i'll be all right if they just don't split up i'll be just fine okay that's two i'm assuming i need to get four of these bad boys if i know something about fuse boxes and horror games four is the magic number hi charlie don't mind i just like the view man is where you stand on all your brakes oh there they are okay they're going that way let me go in here real quick nothing okay i don't know how big this place is but i'm gonna go diving into here and hope for the best because if it's not just the two of them i'm kind of boned hello by errols no no no ah fools looks like that thank you one more i'm guessing nothing else down there oh oh no please i don't want to die that must be the frustrated sound of them not getting what they want oh okay well i like that you got a ding-dong bell on you so it must be down this way but yeah here okay oh ribeye charlie's transmitted at the request of the authority the authority emergency management agency has issued a civil danger warning for all locations within our broadcast area effective 9 57 pm local time all residents are advised to shelter in place until further notice stay inside close doors and windows turn off air conditioning or heating systems and monitor radio or tv for more information this message was transmitted at the request of the authority the authority okay thank you for that no no no am i okay i might be okay oh i'm not okay i'm not okay please i don't want to die no not like this not what i am you suck i almost died i'm in danger okay all right hey how you doing buddy listen listen pal i don't know where your friend is oh your friend's over there okay i'm gonna go the long way around i'm gonna see if it's in the same places or if it's a random places i don't know which would be worse okay this is in the same place so i'm just assuming that they're all in the same place maybe the programmer wasn't able to actually put in any sort of randomness into this and i'm gonna sneak into this one before they swoop around and then i'm gonna stay in here until they move get it until they move i win i win right that's what i get i win yay i escaped thank you for playing i did it well that was a simple game oh crete's two i can't read that that was a silly one that was a silly one when you really get down to it but not bad not bad not bad actually honestly not bad all right so this next one is called a wonderful day for fishing now don't be thrown off by its uh cheerful exterior i have a whoa oh it's all water bass sky reflects off its scales um i'll eat it i'm hungry i think anyway oh okay yum oh oh salt water bath this guy reflects off its scales oh i'm good i'll let that one oh um i am i supposed to eat him or am i supposed to let him go i don't know how oh boy another one oh oh a catfish it's whiskers tickle my fingers oh that's so sweet oh munch munch munch oh i'm better oh okay wow oh that whoa a gulf floater in its pearly eyes i see its future demise and by that i mean i see my teeth reflected in it okay i don't know what's happening here i have no idea i have no idea oh boy here we go ah i feel the tar inside me well i'm going to feel something else inside me here i don't know what the difference is i don't know what the difference is what's the difference between eating and not eating it oh boy a disgusting piece of a living waste well then throw it out flat flare get out of here who needs that nobody not me i don't need that certainly not this guy here okay next oh thank you ah out of its element this one doesn't have eyes or not eyes i'll eat it not sure what i'm supposed to do here i don't feel too good after i eat those okay well is this all i do day in and day and i just fish up weird fish and eat them i haven't caught any you know there we go ah sand trout a figure in its mouth scratches trying to escape i'm good i don't want to eat that it's already busy eating something else i don't want to complete the circle of life there i think i'm okay i think i'm thinking pretty okay now i am so weirded out for some reason i i'm just like not okay with this number one i don't like the ocean it's whiskers poking pry at my skin why that's not what no eat oh why am i red in the middle why okay all right um oh a disgusting piece of living waste well then eat it oh something's going wrong here and i'm not 100 sure what there's got to be like there's got to be like a pattern to this right there's there's something going on here like that i'm not understanding there's something there's something deeper going on here that's it's a little bit perturbing it's out of its element well it's in my element now okay i guess i'll just eat them up don't i it's pearly eyes i see it's future demise well i don't need it then what was that then what was the deal with me having black soulless eyes in that one moment i don't like my smile i don't like what am i retired mr clean and i'm out here this whiskers pokemon get rid of it oh what the larvae arrives beckoning for my flesh why would i eat that i'm gonna eat it but why would i here i go yum yum yum in my tum tum tum ho boy what the frick why oh boy what a flash cube it pulsates who wants to become part of me sure i regret everything i've ever done in my life am i sinking uh um wait wait no no no no i've got another oh it's out of itself release it that's not helping my chompers my chompers no why am i sinking that's not how boats work that's not how boats sink another one uh release it eat it i meant to eat it i don't know please i don't understand i don't get it what's happening i'm so confused oh bait worm a living remnant of my failure let's go let that one lie because i don't know what the hell happened and frankly i don't know if i want to i'll play it some more why not ah all right this is where i i'm a hard pass this one oh i shouldn't have hard passed that one i probably shouldn't dump the horrible flesh cube into the river or lake for body of water that i'm in okay goodbye all right i have no idea what the long-term objective of this is but it seems to me it seems to me maybe i reached the end oh you know what maybe it's time to just accept it i'm gonna oh okay i saw a slice of something that i didn't like so what just happened you know what i'm not gonna ask any question anymore because there's too many questions about this anyway frankly i i'm just gonna eat this and i'm gonna say goodbye so sayonara you goodbye game have fun with that anyway see ya so welcome to schizophrenia simulator now this says that it's not specifically a horror game but it's meant to be an accurate simulation of what it's like to live with schizophrenia i don't like that cat i don't like that cat at all i don't like that cat none all right let's go for it oh ah now i've never experienced schizophrenia obviously but i've never really understood what the what what the actual effects are on a person uh this is disoriented ah it's already ridiculously disorienting oh my god okay feel dizzy yeah a little bit yeah just so well man the perspective of it is super weird on those why do those look like is faces supposed to be like that this is my pills it must heal my mind i hope okay can i take them i guess not okay i got a safe here i got some kind of note here everything is just farther away than they look prissy to read testing new efficient medicine to cure schizophrenia test medication number 137 uses this new special mechanic to neutralize the neurodesynchronization in frontal lobes hippocampus and temporal lobes neurocognitive neurocognitive deficits in the mesolimbic pathway will be balanced with dopamine supplements caution it is a test medicine if you feel discomfort or any side effects please do call dr e blur okay dr blair uh dr bloodliner i don't feel so good doctor blella littler oh hate this oh lock it good thing i locked my doors in my own house i wouldn't want to feel unsafe in any part of this hi i guess i'll answer that hello hi howdy how are you doing oh voice in my head again uh maybe you should take your pills oh yeah that's normal yeah that's what we that definitely normal that's fine okay you think that that was someone talking to me on the phone and that wasn't just something in my head feeling anxious yeah a little bit yeah look i didn't close that door i didn't close that door i don't know what the hell's happening here but i don't feel so good i want to paint something and relax okay that's a that that's a perfectly reasonable idea oh god it's sodium my studio is upstairs is it the locked one it might be the locked one oh my god it's so uncomfortable it's just that kind of unsettling that just puts you off everything seems wrong i mean i've played games in high field of view before but it's never been just completely disorienting i thought i heard something key no key oh my god key no key no key there we go okay got it time to go unlock the door the safe safe door that i keep safe because i keep it locked all the time i always lock them i don't feel like relaxing i'm gonna paint some happy little demons i don't like this picture wanna throw it away press e to renew paint whoa gone just like that that's better scrub from existence i need more paint doctor told me to use more colors i should find more paints i might have something tv room downstairs you got it bingo bongo here i go good no problem no problemo i got paints all over the house painting the toilet painting the bathtub paint in the shower painting my fridge i got paint everywhere what is it like living in paint cause all the color can you see all the color around me tons of it paint no paint ah okay i got it got blood i got poop i got pee pee i got all the colors everyone you'd ever ever know what i'd never need anyway my mind is pink i need to take one more pill in my room oh come up back away slowly from this i don't like that i don't like that at all back away slowly okay i just pop a pill something was on my computer i hope it will help doctor told me to eat more sugar time to go to the kitchen when are you gonna paint i just want to paint happy little tree it's still there okay i don't like that i don't like that one bit i don't like that one iota oh nothing nothing about that is good okay can i play like a nice game a happy game happy little game happy happy apple can i have another no that's it okay thank you i feel worse i can't move i can't i can't move oh my mind is my head is so heavy what was it sound yes what is that sound sound is it real i don't know did something break i didn't see anything why are you making me freak out is that a face i don't know that door's closed it wasn't closed before i'm gonna go paint the sound was in my bathroom oh what's in the what's it what's in the mirror what what's in there hey hey no no no no voices in my head they're driving me crazy i need to rest now oh oh great okay well oh my god i'm gonna go to bed oh i'm just gonna lay my head to rest i'm gonna go to bed time to bed no painting for me no relaxing happening you're still there good great anyway closed door and i can't close the door all right i can't close the door i didn't do that i didn't do that i didn't do that vertigo yeah no joke close this okay all right time for sleepy i'll go to bed lay my head to rest okay oh all right this i i like to slide into my bed sound somebody's playing piano i need to check i didn't think i had a piano i don't remember seeing a piano having piano pianos done why why didn't we hate you where's we what did i do who are you get out of my head stop being a dick leave me alone what the hell oh you're done now okay nope you're back oh okay thank you your hatred fuels me i think yup piano's done okay well that was fun time's up time's up for what time's up for what i need to wash my face with cold water in the bathroom okay here i go watch my faith even though the mirror had something else on it and now it doesn't i don't like this game i don't like it amazing i'm comfy i'm very uncomfortable oh when i pull my head back up the pain is going to be in the mirror again there it is called it mirror mirror mirror on the wall i need medicine medicine oh okay i'll take more medicine you gotta get the medicine okay i'm sure that overdosing on this is probably not a bad thing crap oh crap oh crap oh crap crappy indeed okay take a pill all right test mad number one behind you what is what's behind me don't just do that that's the game i play on you cause it's behind you run run okay anyway i need oh calm my mind bed the bed bed who's already here okay you're already here they are already here well that's not good they are already here are they they're already here apparently they're already here they are already here just gonna dive in oh this time i'm doing a backflip i think what the hell hi okay okay all right well now great no no one is here i'm not so sure about that one i think there might be i think there might be someone here i think someone might actually be here i think oh uh okay they're here who's here who's they who's they is that my voice can i paint i would like to paint hello can i start over how do i get rid of you okay all right well that's nice uh well no okay apparently no oh that's crooked i don't like that but that's for other reasons all right well i could eat an apple again that'd be nice maybe i could try to do that um why i didn't know i was downstairs and now i'm here okay thank you i'll just pop another pill and be on my way okay all right well that was how did i get here good question i don't remember oh okay that could have caused me to fall and die oh this is the game that we're going to be playing they're already here they're they're already here why are they already here they are here here is where they are they're here i i see you oh they are already here they're here apparently already here they're here did you guys know that they're here wait this door is closed why is this oh what the what the hell oh oh okay oh i guess i'm playing i don't know where i am oh oh somehow i think we've left the realm of reality somehow i think we're in the realm of alternate reality oh green screen am i a youtuber oh boy oh three locks dory oh you don't need to do that oh frick oh dude that's probably i shouldn't just stand here okay all right well now that i i know how scary you is okay well i'll just let him absorb into my body okay oh do not do that to me oh jeez i don't know how am i gonna find three keys here i can't even find one oh i see something over here i don't know what the the audio is saying it's it's shifting between a few different voices something was talking about esp there oh is that a key all right well um okay all right don't mind me i got the i got the key i i don't know what that means but i got one did i get the only key or did i get the key is there one of three keys or what is the dealio with the key i don't even know where the center of the uh is that where i that's another key no is that another key oh hi oh hi no that's not that's the same one where is it is it i can't tell i don't know where i've been and where i haven't been i got no landmarks i got no identification hello what are you oh do not cut me off do not cut me off do not cut me off what are you what are you what are you doing what are you doing over there hey what are we doing what are you doing hello what are you screwing over there okay never mind you're gonna cut me off okay never mind okay you have fun with whatever the you were doing i'll just go on my merry way hip hip hooray here i go what is that i don't know what that is i'm just walking towards a big light whoa okay apparently this is the experience that we're going to be going through we're just going to be losing our minds which i guess is the whole thing about this game what is that oh that's a key okay oh dramatic okay all right then i don't know why but all right so i've got two keys i need one more i don't know if my whole progress is going to reset once i get this last or if i die before i get the last one but it seems a little more difficult to die so there is something to all of this you guys are both faster and slower than i think you are what's that what's that oh there we go that's what i was looking for those guys are shockingly fast okay thank you for this got the key all right no why i don't do that when i have to run away from that that is not okay and don't show me that clock that i said i didn't like because it's crooked and i don't do crooked thank you for that this place is just disorienting it's just all disorienting like where am i where am i going i don't even know anymore okay here's where i am can i can i go now can i take my nap can i have my apple could that be i just like to get munch munch on a sweet apple that'd be great okay oh that's nice that's real nice thank you for that can i go home never mind i am awake thanks god it was just a dream thanks god thanks big guy or girl i don't know that was a horrible dream yeah cam i'm dehydrated i can't imagine i can't imagine what it'd be like to dream if you had schizophrenia somehow that feels like it would be worse than reality wait is that different is there something different about that no it's the same okay goodbye have fun i'll just close this door goodbye it's weird i've gotten used to this point of view okay that was delicious feels good feels good man feels good so what about that so what about feeling good i don't feel so good that rumbly in my tumbly said i don't feel so good what is that no mom why do you always call now mom the one time when i'm recording it's always when i'm recording mom i can't talk right now mom okay apparently not let me at least text my mom hopefully nothing happens okay i don't know what to do do i go back to bed and uh i don't want to criticize me i'm going through some but why am i leaving i am uh i need to get i need to fix that run i'm i i uh open safe why why is there wavy wacky wavy inflatable arm flailing go ahead oh um go ahead help me go ahead go ahead hello go ahead um oh wait wait wait square triangle circle eight so four threes four three zero four three i'm not stupid here four three zero eight or four three one eight i'm i i'm oh my god oh my god what is i can't do anything now okay i where am i i don't know i have no idea my demons one well that's a load of well that's a load of poopy doopy my personality is sealed in here well that's just a load of garbo forever okay because you are you hitting your stupid code really you're gonna let the game go worldwide about one percent of the population is diagnosed with schizophrenia created by choppy pine 25th of september 2018. okay but then well then did that mean that wait was that the only ending wait no but i but that's stupid well that's dumb well there's no no no god a duck of course god damn it of course it's gonna it's gonna come down oh of course it's gonna come down to that of course of course it's gonna come to that under that that makes me mad that makes me very very mad that makes me very very very mad but either way i guess that is just how that goes oh don't like that cat so that was three scary games i'm not gonna go back through the whole thing and just to see if i can get the code because i don't even know if that was possible but frankly frankly i'll end it there just because it did have a good experience in there it was a little slow paced and the pacing was a little off throughout it but it still was a good experience and i still had a good time and i think it was all right but even so man irk my bubbles so thank you everybody so much for watching if you've got other scary games or other weird games that you want me to assemble in a three-game package let me know down in the comments below thank you everybody so much for watching and as always i will see you in the next video bye-byehello everybody my name is markiplier and welcome back to three scary games now it's october which means that it's spooptober who knows what horrors lie in the dark it's scary or it's supposed to be scary but what's good about october is you get more scary games than you usually would and that is the same case when it comes down to indie games so this is rib eye chart okay hi charlie how you doing over there did you uh sorry just rearranging the furniture here okay oh sorry i'm just wrecking up the place charlie please don't be upset with me i'm just trying to get by i don't know where i am and i don't know what i'm doing oh hey that's what that noise was oh i got locked in here oh need to find a way out okay all right i think i can do that so long as the situation isn't incredibly dire and i don't die in a horrible horrible way oh ribeye kill them hmm that's not charlie's we'll make you eat until it hurts 399 give it to the authority delicious and refreshing there's a lot of conflicting information but wait zoom zoom in on those eyes there's something going on in his eyes he's got red eyes he needs to get clear eyes hello i mean this restaurant looks pretty uh barren and unappealing but then again ribeye charlie seems a little barren and unappealing we'll make you eat until it hurts okay sure no go in there apparently all right but where i go what i do how i find a way out can't make a mess of things too badly oh i found a key hey look at me i'm so smart and full of progress and able to do games and such oh i hate it oh i hate it oh i really hate it i probably shouldn't just charge into this blindly the fuse box you say wait zoom in on that face something's going on here all right so what what the hi cow man hi okay i guess i oh okay that uh um oh well me then wow okay all right well we got through that and that existed and that happened ah that's what i was supposed to see before but then i didn't because i i didn't mm-hmm okay so do i gotta go grab the key again i didn't know that i can i didn't know that i couldn't just lollygag and stand in the middle of the hallway i didn't realize that i needed to skedaddle wait wait wait wait wait wait oh god wait please oh sh shoot i yes ah me so is that ribeye charlie or just want to rib eye charlie's lackeys is that rib eye charlie or is that someone that i need to know about i don't know either way can i crouch or something or do something to prevent my doom i guess i can be kind of sneaky about it hello can i close that probably not okay nothing oh i'm screwed okay well they're gone now okay is that you charlie charlie okay well i gotta fuse oh um can i leave now am i done is that all for me ribeye charlie ribbit charlie can you please give me a reason why i'm here i'm just kind of confused okay fine then you wow i'll just be on my way no need to bother me today i'm good whoa well aren't you just wait you just a sassy sue oh they ain't happy okay so they're moving together so i'm guessing i just gotta find the fuses i don't even know how big this place is so how oh okay all right okay so if they're coming down that way if they don't split up i'll be all right if they just don't split up i'll be just fine okay that's two i'm assuming i need to get four of these bad boys if i know something about fuse boxes and horror games four is the magic number hi charlie don't mind i just like the view man is where you stand on all your brakes oh there they are okay they're going that way let me go in here real quick nothing okay i don't know how big this place is but i'm gonna go diving into here and hope for the best because if it's not just the two of them i'm kind of boned hello by errols no no no ah fools looks like that thank you one more i'm guessing nothing else down there oh oh no please i don't want to die that must be the frustrated sound of them not getting what they want oh okay well i like that you got a ding-dong bell on you so it must be down this way but yeah here okay oh ribeye charlie's transmitted at the request of the authority the authority emergency management agency has issued a civil danger warning for all locations within our broadcast area effective 9 57 pm local time all residents are advised to shelter in place until further notice stay inside close doors and windows turn off air conditioning or heating systems and monitor radio or tv for more information this message was transmitted at the request of the authority the authority okay thank you for that no no no am i okay i might be okay oh i'm not okay i'm not okay please i don't want to die no not like this not what i am you suck i almost died i'm in danger okay all right hey how you doing buddy listen listen pal i don't know where your friend is oh your friend's over there okay i'm gonna go the long way around i'm gonna see if it's in the same places or if it's a random places i don't know which would be worse okay this is in the same place so i'm just assuming that they're all in the same place maybe the programmer wasn't able to actually put in any sort of randomness into this and i'm gonna sneak into this one before they swoop around and then i'm gonna stay in here until they move get it until they move i win i win right that's what i get i win yay i escaped thank you for playing i did it well that was a simple game oh crete's two i can't read that that was a silly one that was a silly one when you really get down to it but not bad not bad not bad actually honestly not bad all right so this next one is called a wonderful day for fishing now don't be thrown off by its uh cheerful exterior i have a whoa oh it's all water bass sky reflects off its scales um i'll eat it i'm hungry i think anyway oh okay yum oh oh salt water bath this guy reflects off its scales oh i'm good i'll let that one oh um i am i supposed to eat him or am i supposed to let him go i don't know how oh boy another one oh oh a catfish it's whiskers tickle my fingers oh that's so sweet oh munch munch munch oh i'm better oh okay wow oh that whoa a gulf floater in its pearly eyes i see its future demise and by that i mean i see my teeth reflected in it okay i don't know what's happening here i have no idea i have no idea oh boy here we go ah i feel the tar inside me well i'm going to feel something else inside me here i don't know what the difference is i don't know what the difference is what's the difference between eating and not eating it oh boy a disgusting piece of a living waste well then throw it out flat flare get out of here who needs that nobody not me i don't need that certainly not this guy here okay next oh thank you ah out of its element this one doesn't have eyes or not eyes i'll eat it not sure what i'm supposed to do here i don't feel too good after i eat those okay well is this all i do day in and day and i just fish up weird fish and eat them i haven't caught any you know there we go ah sand trout a figure in its mouth scratches trying to escape i'm good i don't want to eat that it's already busy eating something else i don't want to complete the circle of life there i think i'm okay i think i'm thinking pretty okay now i am so weirded out for some reason i i'm just like not okay with this number one i don't like the ocean it's whiskers poking pry at my skin why that's not what no eat oh why am i red in the middle why okay all right um oh a disgusting piece of living waste well then eat it oh something's going wrong here and i'm not 100 sure what there's got to be like there's got to be like a pattern to this right there's there's something going on here like that i'm not understanding there's something there's something deeper going on here that's it's a little bit perturbing it's out of its element well it's in my element now okay i guess i'll just eat them up don't i it's pearly eyes i see it's future demise well i don't need it then what was that then what was the deal with me having black soulless eyes in that one moment i don't like my smile i don't like what am i retired mr clean and i'm out here this whiskers pokemon get rid of it oh what the larvae arrives beckoning for my flesh why would i eat that i'm gonna eat it but why would i here i go yum yum yum in my tum tum tum ho boy what the frick why oh boy what a flash cube it pulsates who wants to become part of me sure i regret everything i've ever done in my life am i sinking uh um wait wait no no no no i've got another oh it's out of itself release it that's not helping my chompers my chompers no why am i sinking that's not how boats work that's not how boats sink another one uh release it eat it i meant to eat it i don't know please i don't understand i don't get it what's happening i'm so confused oh bait worm a living remnant of my failure let's go let that one lie because i don't know what the hell happened and frankly i don't know if i want to i'll play it some more why not ah all right this is where i i'm a hard pass this one oh i shouldn't have hard passed that one i probably shouldn't dump the horrible flesh cube into the river or lake for body of water that i'm in okay goodbye all right i have no idea what the long-term objective of this is but it seems to me it seems to me maybe i reached the end oh you know what maybe it's time to just accept it i'm gonna oh okay i saw a slice of something that i didn't like so what just happened you know what i'm not gonna ask any question anymore because there's too many questions about this anyway frankly i i'm just gonna eat this and i'm gonna say goodbye so sayonara you goodbye game have fun with that anyway see ya so welcome to schizophrenia simulator now this says that it's not specifically a horror game but it's meant to be an accurate simulation of what it's like to live with schizophrenia i don't like that cat i don't like that cat at all i don't like that cat none all right let's go for it oh ah now i've never experienced schizophrenia obviously but i've never really understood what the what what the actual effects are on a person uh this is disoriented ah it's already ridiculously disorienting oh my god okay feel dizzy yeah a little bit yeah just so well man the perspective of it is super weird on those why do those look like is faces supposed to be like that this is my pills it must heal my mind i hope okay can i take them i guess not okay i got a safe here i got some kind of note here everything is just farther away than they look prissy to read testing new efficient medicine to cure schizophrenia test medication number 137 uses this new special mechanic to neutralize the neurodesynchronization in frontal lobes hippocampus and temporal lobes neurocognitive neurocognitive deficits in the mesolimbic pathway will be balanced with dopamine supplements caution it is a test medicine if you feel discomfort or any side effects please do call dr e blur okay dr blair uh dr bloodliner i don't feel so good doctor blella littler oh hate this oh lock it good thing i locked my doors in my own house i wouldn't want to feel unsafe in any part of this hi i guess i'll answer that hello hi howdy how are you doing oh voice in my head again uh maybe you should take your pills oh yeah that's normal yeah that's what we that definitely normal that's fine okay you think that that was someone talking to me on the phone and that wasn't just something in my head feeling anxious yeah a little bit yeah look i didn't close that door i didn't close that door i don't know what the hell's happening here but i don't feel so good i want to paint something and relax okay that's a that that's a perfectly reasonable idea oh god it's sodium my studio is upstairs is it the locked one it might be the locked one oh my god it's so uncomfortable it's just that kind of unsettling that just puts you off everything seems wrong i mean i've played games in high field of view before but it's never been just completely disorienting i thought i heard something key no key oh my god key no key no key there we go okay got it time to go unlock the door the safe safe door that i keep safe because i keep it locked all the time i always lock them i don't feel like relaxing i'm gonna paint some happy little demons i don't like this picture wanna throw it away press e to renew paint whoa gone just like that that's better scrub from existence i need more paint doctor told me to use more colors i should find more paints i might have something tv room downstairs you got it bingo bongo here i go good no problem no problemo i got paints all over the house painting the toilet painting the bathtub paint in the shower painting my fridge i got paint everywhere what is it like living in paint cause all the color can you see all the color around me tons of it paint no paint ah okay i got it got blood i got poop i got pee pee i got all the colors everyone you'd ever ever know what i'd never need anyway my mind is pink i need to take one more pill in my room oh come up back away slowly from this i don't like that i don't like that at all back away slowly okay i just pop a pill something was on my computer i hope it will help doctor told me to eat more sugar time to go to the kitchen when are you gonna paint i just want to paint happy little tree it's still there okay i don't like that i don't like that one bit i don't like that one iota oh nothing nothing about that is good okay can i play like a nice game a happy game happy little game happy happy apple can i have another no that's it okay thank you i feel worse i can't move i can't i can't move oh my mind is my head is so heavy what was it sound yes what is that sound sound is it real i don't know did something break i didn't see anything why are you making me freak out is that a face i don't know that door's closed it wasn't closed before i'm gonna go paint the sound was in my bathroom oh what's in the what's it what's in the mirror what what's in there hey hey no no no no voices in my head they're driving me crazy i need to rest now oh oh great okay well oh my god i'm gonna go to bed oh i'm just gonna lay my head to rest i'm gonna go to bed time to bed no painting for me no relaxing happening you're still there good great anyway closed door and i can't close the door all right i can't close the door i didn't do that i didn't do that i didn't do that vertigo yeah no joke close this okay all right time for sleepy i'll go to bed lay my head to rest okay oh all right this i i like to slide into my bed sound somebody's playing piano i need to check i didn't think i had a piano i don't remember seeing a piano having piano pianos done why why didn't we hate you where's we what did i do who are you get out of my head stop being a dick leave me alone what the hell oh you're done now okay nope you're back oh okay thank you your hatred fuels me i think yup piano's done okay well that was fun time's up time's up for what time's up for what i need to wash my face with cold water in the bathroom okay here i go watch my faith even though the mirror had something else on it and now it doesn't i don't like this game i don't like it amazing i'm comfy i'm very uncomfortable oh when i pull my head back up the pain is going to be in the mirror again there it is called it mirror mirror mirror on the wall i need medicine medicine oh okay i'll take more medicine you gotta get the medicine okay i'm sure that overdosing on this is probably not a bad thing crap oh crap oh crap oh crap crappy indeed okay take a pill all right test mad number one behind you what is what's behind me don't just do that that's the game i play on you cause it's behind you run run okay anyway i need oh calm my mind bed the bed bed who's already here okay you're already here they are already here well that's not good they are already here are they they're already here apparently they're already here they are already here just gonna dive in oh this time i'm doing a backflip i think what the hell hi okay okay all right well now great no no one is here i'm not so sure about that one i think there might be i think there might be someone here i think someone might actually be here i think oh uh okay they're here who's here who's they who's they is that my voice can i paint i would like to paint hello can i start over how do i get rid of you okay all right well that's nice uh well no okay apparently no oh that's crooked i don't like that but that's for other reasons all right well i could eat an apple again that'd be nice maybe i could try to do that um why i didn't know i was downstairs and now i'm here okay thank you i'll just pop another pill and be on my way okay all right well that was how did i get here good question i don't remember oh okay that could have caused me to fall and die oh this is the game that we're going to be playing they're already here they're they're already here why are they already here they are here here is where they are they're here i i see you oh they are already here they're here apparently already here they're here did you guys know that they're here wait this door is closed why is this oh what the what the hell oh oh okay oh i guess i'm playing i don't know where i am oh oh somehow i think we've left the realm of reality somehow i think we're in the realm of alternate reality oh green screen am i a youtuber oh boy oh three locks dory oh you don't need to do that oh frick oh dude that's probably i shouldn't just stand here okay all right well now that i i know how scary you is okay well i'll just let him absorb into my body okay oh do not do that to me oh jeez i don't know how am i gonna find three keys here i can't even find one oh i see something over here i don't know what the the audio is saying it's it's shifting between a few different voices something was talking about esp there oh is that a key all right well um okay all right don't mind me i got the i got the key i i don't know what that means but i got one did i get the only key or did i get the key is there one of three keys or what is the dealio with the key i don't even know where the center of the uh is that where i that's another key no is that another key oh hi oh hi no that's not that's the same one where is it is it i can't tell i don't know where i've been and where i haven't been i got no landmarks i got no identification hello what are you oh do not cut me off do not cut me off do not cut me off what are you what are you what are you doing what are you doing over there hey what are we doing what are you doing hello what are you screwing over there okay never mind you're gonna cut me off okay never mind okay you have fun with whatever the you were doing i'll just go on my merry way hip hip hooray here i go what is that i don't know what that is i'm just walking towards a big light whoa okay apparently this is the experience that we're going to be going through we're just going to be losing our minds which i guess is the whole thing about this game what is that oh that's a key okay oh dramatic okay all right then i don't know why but all right so i've got two keys i need one more i don't know if my whole progress is going to reset once i get this last or if i die before i get the last one but it seems a little more difficult to die so there is something to all of this you guys are both faster and slower than i think you are what's that what's that oh there we go that's what i was looking for those guys are shockingly fast okay thank you for this got the key all right no why i don't do that when i have to run away from that that is not okay and don't show me that clock that i said i didn't like because it's crooked and i don't do crooked thank you for that this place is just disorienting it's just all disorienting like where am i where am i going i don't even know anymore okay here's where i am can i can i go now can i take my nap can i have my apple could that be i just like to get munch munch on a sweet apple that'd be great okay oh that's nice that's real nice thank you for that can i go home never mind i am awake thanks god it was just a dream thanks god thanks big guy or girl i don't know that was a horrible dream yeah cam i'm dehydrated i can't imagine i can't imagine what it'd be like to dream if you had schizophrenia somehow that feels like it would be worse than reality wait is that different is there something different about that no it's the same okay goodbye have fun i'll just close this door goodbye it's weird i've gotten used to this point of view okay that was delicious feels good feels good man feels good so what about that so what about feeling good i don't feel so good that rumbly in my tumbly said i don't feel so good what is that no mom why do you always call now mom the one time when i'm recording it's always when i'm recording mom i can't talk right now mom okay apparently not let me at least text my mom hopefully nothing happens okay i don't know what to do do i go back to bed and uh i don't want to criticize me i'm going through some but why am i leaving i am uh i need to get i need to fix that run i'm i i uh open safe why why is there wavy wacky wavy inflatable arm flailing go ahead oh um go ahead help me go ahead go ahead hello go ahead um oh wait wait wait square triangle circle eight so four threes four three zero four three i'm not stupid here four three zero eight or four three one eight i'm i i'm oh my god oh my god what is i can't do anything now okay i where am i i don't know i have no idea my demons one well that's a load of well that's a load of poopy doopy my personality is sealed in here well that's just a load of garbo forever okay because you are you hitting your stupid code really you're gonna let the game go worldwide about one percent of the population is diagnosed with schizophrenia created by choppy pine 25th of september 2018. okay but then well then did that mean that wait was that the only ending wait no but i but that's stupid well that's dumb well there's no no no god a duck of course god damn it of course it's gonna it's gonna come down oh of course it's gonna come down to that of course of course it's gonna come to that under that that makes me mad that makes me very very mad that makes me very very very mad but either way i guess that is just how that goes oh don't like that cat so that was three scary games i'm not gonna go back through the whole thing and just to see if i can get the code because i don't even know if that was possible but frankly frankly i'll end it there just because it did have a good experience in there it was a little slow paced and the pacing was a little off throughout it but it still was a good experience and i still had a good time and i think it was all right but even so man irk my bubbles so thank you everybody so much for watching if you've got other scary games or other weird games that you want me to assemble in a three-game package let me know down in the comments below thank you everybody so much for watching and as always i will see you in the next video bye-bye\n"