The Agony of Saving: A Gaming Frustration

As I sat in front of my screen, my mouse hovering over the game, I couldn't help but feel a sense of frustration wash over me. The cursor was frozen, refusing to budge as I desperately tried to move it. But the problem wasn't my lack of skill or coordination - it was something far more sinister: the game itself had decided to play a cruel trick on me.

I wasn't even sure what had triggered this malfunction, but I knew that if I died, all my progress would be erased. The thought sent a shiver down my spine as I frantically tried to restart the game, hoping against hope that it would resolve the issue on its own. But as I waited, my anxiety grew. What if there was no way to recover from this? What if I had to start all over again from scratch?

As I stood up and walked away from my desk, I couldn't shake off the feeling of dread that had settled in the pit of my stomach. Why did this have to happen now, when I needed it most? And why was it so frustratingly easy for the game to disable me like this? It wasn't like I was a terrible player - I had spent hours honing my skills and mastering the game.

But as I walked back to my desk, I couldn't help but feel a sense of curiosity. What could be causing this malfunction? Was it a bug in the game or just some sort of technical glitch? And what would happen if I went to Larry's room - would I find a medkit that could save me from certain doom?

As I made my way to Larry's room, my mind was racing with possibilities. What if there wasn't a medkit there at all? Or worse still, what if it was just a cruel joke - a reminder of the game's capricious nature and my own vulnerability. But as I entered the room, I was relieved to see that it was empty - no signs of life or death anywhere.

With newfound determination, I turned my attention back to the problem at hand: getting around Larry to get to the machine. It seemed like a simple task, but one that had suddenly become an insurmountable challenge. But I refused to give up. With steady hands and a resolute heart, I began to maneuver myself into position.

As I worked my way through the level 4, I couldn't help but feel a sense of pride and accomplishment. I was doing it - I was taking control of my fate and shaping my own destiny in this game world. But just as I was about to save the game and lock myself in the safe, disaster struck once again.

The cursor froze on me like a stubborn child, refusing to budge as I desperately tried to move it again. It was as if the game itself had decided that I wasn't worthy of saving after all. And so, with a heavy heart, I reluctantly put my progress aside and went back to square one - determined to get another medkit and continue on my quest.

The Frustration of Proximity

As I sat down again in front of my screen, I couldn't help but think about the proximity issue that had plagued me throughout this ordeal. Why was it that Larry seemed to be hovering over my shoulder like a malevolent specter, preventing me from moving forward? It wasn't just a minor annoyance - it was a full-blown obstacle that threatened to derail my entire progress.

I tried to shake off the feeling of discomfort as I worked through the level 5, but it lingered in the back of my mind. Was it possible that this was some kind of psychological trickery? That the game was manipulating me into feeling like I was trapped or confined somehow? Or was it simply a quirk of the design - a flaw in the programming that made it difficult for certain players to navigate?

Whatever the reason, one thing was clear: I needed to find a way to deal with this proximity issue if I wanted to make any progress at all. It wasn't going to be easy - but I was determined to try.

The Importance of Personal Space

As I sat in front of my screen, staring blankly at the cursor that refused to move, I couldn't help but think about the concept of personal space. What did it mean, really? Was it something that could be defined and measured - or was it more of a feeling, a sense of comfort and security?

As I pondered this question, I realized that it wasn't just about me - it was also about Larry. The way he seemed to be lurking in every corner, waiting for his moment to strike, made me wonder if he too had some concept of personal space.

Was it possible that the game was using Larry as a symbol of something more profound? That the proximity issue was a metaphor for the way we all feel about our own personal space - the boundaries we set and the ones others try to cross?

I knew it sounded far-fetched, but I couldn't shake off the feeling that there was something deeper going on here. And so, as I sat in front of my screen, frozen in frustration, I made a silent vow to myself: no matter what happened next, I would make sure to respect my own personal space - and maybe, just maybe, Larry's too.

The Agony of Saving (Conclusion)

In the end, it was all about perseverance. With newfound determination and a healthy dose of skepticism, I worked through the level 5 once again, determined to outsmart the game and emerge victorious.

And when I finally made it to the safe and locked myself in, I felt a sense of relief wash over me. It wasn't easy - but I had done it. And as I sat back in my chair, exhausted but triumphant, I knew that this was only the beginning. There were more challenges ahead, more obstacles to overcome.

But for now, I just smiled to myself and leaned back in my chair, feeling like I'd finally won something - even if it wasn't the game itself. It was a small victory, perhaps, but one that would stay with me long after this ordeal was over.

"WEBVTTKind: captionsLanguage: ennow this is not how I died God all that progress all that progress all that running around all the progress just gone F this wouldn't have helped me there cuz this is to Farmer close to the other one God all the gods gone just up in smoke I think I'm going a different way than I went before scp-1162-j you oh god I can't get a goddamn break from you you piece of off oh oh really oh you I can't run through this goop oh oh my god oh my god oh my god just go away just go away I don't know where I'm going oh my god just do not get hit it oh oh you Huk it's fine we're doing great we're doing great we're doing great we're doing great seven four one four so oh that's new um okay oh boy this which way am I supposed to go in this one okay so it's just the it's the same big swirly thing I didn't know that okay you're right about here I think I'm safe I know I'm supposed to go that way oh that's why I kept getting whacked by it because it comes back quickly you have to go that one own no but yeah it comes back there okay so if you're on the right side there if you're right here and you wait there and then you're on the right side you should bypass you there you go and then let me wait here just in case it comes back and it would would have hit me and then you fall down and then is this out am i out I'm out I'm out okay I'm out can I clear up my vision please please please okay I'm out and I'm in a new place but in here there's a monitor there's a monitor in there there is God and of course I wouldn't have the right clearance okay but we're hopefully near a place where I could get something else feel like I'm lot slower than I was oh no wait but oh I feel like I'm still running like I'm in the oh god this is this is where he got me okay this is a dangerous thing this is a hole in the wall but it's not good I should avoid it there's nothing good about that I think not I can't quite remember hole I can't remember what it does and I don't have time to read it right now because I don't want to stand around to do nothing let me just toss another one of the ones that I already know about let's move on actually I'm gonna go back I'm gonna go back save right here cuz at least I have the note so that is progress I have the note and that is progress I don't think I don't think my character is okay after that but you know at least I'm least I'm not dead there is that okay so heavy containment zone but I doubt this actually goes oh no this is actually the one that would work though I don't think I wait wait this is open wait what oh no I did I did run by here that's right I ran through here so is there something else no I don't I don't think there's anything else over there then then over here is where I want to be oh that's right here oh okay there we go hey buddy hey buddy hey buddy hey hey buddy all right listen you don't need to do nothing to me and I ain't gonna do nothing to you no no no no you stay right there okay where's the goddamn button so I need to go down here oh really really really real I am moving slower I am I'm still moving like I'm in the other zone look at me with my big waddle Ewok do not tell me my game is just bugged now and I'm walking like I'm in there the whole rest of the goddamn game or maybe that's not even a bug maybe that's just like how the game is oh no I don't want to go down there I don't need to go down there oh no I'm injured that's it okay I'm injured that's what it is okay God okay so I'm injured I'm injured I'm injured I'm injured that's fine so I'm slower than I was which is why I didn't back out of the Tesla gate at the rate I thought I would okay but that makes sense that makes sense yeah I don't know what hurt me it's amazing that the the the monster that started all this is no longer the the like biggest baddest monster okay I just got to be careful with this one okay close but I still made it okay I don't think this is important I don't think so anyway weird what the whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa easy easy easy there God sometimes this completely flips my camera around for no reason for no reason oh there you are again you you prick all right well that's scripted then so then I can just go toss them in the Tesla gate and be done with them piece of garbage he's gone okay now we can go down no problem um excuse me what was that okay I'm guessing it's fine that's probably fine I don't think there's anything down here but I like being able to see that just for my own sanity I like the conformation that gives okay I think it was to the right and definitely not left that's real hard to walk when I'm injured all I'm hoping for is that once I get down there I get a reprieve that they at least just leave me alone for a little bit oh no wait no this isn't right you know it's one more down oh you you're down here oh no oh oh oh you're down here oh I didn't know that got so hard to run oh no no I'm lost oh no oh good good good good good great we're good okay we should be fine we should be fine okay oh you piece of okay all right good can't see okay now what the okay 173 is nearby but that's alright we can handle that I say with nope why no what the why you sack of you are the goddamn worst you were just a worst oh my god every time no that goes nowhere but it has a med kit that I need oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god which way was not a dead end I don't even oh okay well this again okay I gotta go push the button or I just gotta go for it okay here we go here we go come on come on come on don't me not this not this not this not this not now I'm injured again like I'm double injured the note isn't here anymore so I don't know which way is the non deadly route I'm bleeding out anyway it doesn't matter I'm dead god damn it oh well that's new whatever god I'm never gonna make it out in time like that med kit is just outside but I'm not gonna be dropped out there I'm gonna be dropped in his little room that's not where I want to be and I'm just gonna die again good God boy hi Oh what notice this No god damn it oh I'm so mad what why is that here who gives a about that no one cares about that I'm just gonna die my visions like I'm blurring out and bleeding out anyway okay that's new that's new that's new okay it's fine it's fine it's fine it's fine it's fine it's fine we're fine we're fine hurrah hurrah there it is okay how's easier to find okay so I got a count on the guy he's gonna be up there I think it's like radical Larry Adam Atticus pawns when he go down here for the first time and then he the doctor spawns up there when you go up there for the first time so I just got to go up and now I got to come right back down I think that's how it is there's no other way around it yeah so if I look over here or not no it says they're real close where are you Oh yep there he is okay new at noon do I knew it okay he's a-coming but now he is it not coming okay okay so but this is okay because in doing this he D spawns and then so long as I don't get cornered by him again I should be okay big maybe on that one big maybe but who knows big maybe you still there still there big boy okay all right it's okay so far all right so I went one way and it did not go well for me I think it was to the right I'm gonna go left oh hey buddy oh you're fine oh that's that was the problem Oh mother god damn it that's I did go that way and it I did the same damn thing that I did before going like I think I went this way last time oh my now I'm gonna die cuz I'm injured I'm bleeding out now there's no way out of here oh my god where am I now oh I'm in this hallway that's that's different oh wait no what whoa what what the I'm back Oh what wait what what wait what the what the what the wait hang on hang on a second Oh God what do I hear what every time I get an opportunity to do good I it up any minute now there I go yep cook plump let's remember to not go that way this time how about that how about how about that how about that how about that remember to not do that how about that all right so going that way was a bad idea oddly enough going this way maybe not as bad probably just as bad okay so the maintenance this is where is where there's a medkit there is a med get back here there's a med kit I'm gonna use it right away using it it's like no no easing the pain slyly well I was hoping you were gonna solve the pain problem cuz that that would be great if you did that no what the you piece of oh you at least I'm healed now so I'm gonna well I'm going around you like it oh I don't fear nothing you piece of oh yeah you're do not trying to harm me okay just gotta run just gotta run just gotta close these doors behind him oh me go go go go go go go you oh oh oh god put the ring back on you you think you think you think you think but you don't think I hate you so much Oh what the oh I can't give up I I can't I did like I'm so close I think anyway I'm so close I think I just need one landmark of progress I have to have it like if I don't have it then all of this was for nothing I've done nothing this entire time that I've been doing this I've accomplished nothing I've accomplished so much nothing so my only objective now is I'm going to get a card I want a level-4 because I need to come back and I need to put that in the machine that's my only objective right now I'm gonna get a card and I'm gonna take it back to the machine that's the only thing I want to do and that's the only thing I'm gonna do so that's what I'm gonna do so I need to get it and I need to get back that's the only thing it's down in scp-049 s area get it get up get out that's the only objective it's the only thing that matters right now that's the only thing I'm gonna do I'm gonna make sure I get it and get back that's the only thing my objective is to get back to the save point I was just at that's what I have to do the one that I just came out of that's where I'm going back to while you were close by me well that was too close I was too close that's all I gotta do gotta get it get a get back cuz I can turn that for I can turn that for into a five and then an omni and then I've got everything I need to go if I can get that I will consider it a job well done and then I'm giddy out of here I don't hear him Oh what the okay so there's 1 7 3 is in there I heard you I heard you I heard you do not with me do not with me don't with me don't with me do not with me ok ok so this is gun it you're behind me I know I know you are oh there you owe my god you oh my god go oh go go go go go don't around no around to be done ok which way I need to go okay I think a right and then that's where the elevator is no that's not that's not it I'm gonna try left this is where it won 7-3 will spawn but that's okay cuz I think behind it is what I need where's the door where's it where's the door where's the door what the her you a okay I need to get around you I need to get around ah no you move you god dammit okay it's fine it's fine yeah it's fine it's fine cuz it's fine it's fine it is fine it is in fact fine it's fine and it's fine it's fine so what happened was this game likes to be very selective of how sensitive your mouse is it sometimes will fling you really nilly across the entirety of the camera when you don't want it to you know how I'm like sometimes like how did I get turned around that's cuz the game just sometimes is an extremely sensitive nice thing other times it's like I'm winging it back and forth it's not so much it's very momentum based and I don't like it but that's fine that's how I died Mouse thing it's fine I just gotta find that CP o49 just gotta get down there and get back only thing I'm gonna do the only thing I need to do I heard Mr statue man I heard statue that's fine he's not in here okay so this is fine getting here has been easier oh I hear the dude here the dude where is he where's easy ahead of me oh oh he's over there are you in there that's not where you should be um okay left I don't specifically remember I think it's dead ahead I think it is but I'm not a hundred percent what is here no way no no no this is not it that's right it's not this it's not here that's right I keep I always go dead ahead there's nothing here right okay I always go dead ahead but that's not right let me try what's down here yeah this is not it either I don't think anyway unless it is no it's not the right way okay that's not the right way it's gotta be down here then was it through these was it through these these things I think it was wasn't it god I'm getting up yes yes yes yes yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah cuz it was yeah here here here here here yes okay I'm just gonna go for it I'm going for it it you all y'all there's nothing in here with me all y'all I'm gonna grab it I'm getting the outta and I'm goin home getting it giddy outie going home okay so you need that there I'm gonna just preemptively get rid of that cuz I know I'm gonna find the card if you're dead okay you're dead no computer screens to save in but that is a medkit that is a medkit let me just go ahead and grab that I'm gonna use that that's good use this okay we got a med kit which means that we could run okay med kit taken switch it over to generator once I get the elevator back up I'm actually gonna go out the same elevator that I came down I'm not gonna go back up the opposite elevator I'm not looking I'm not looking to make progress here I'm just looking to get what I need to get done okay there's the card okay this is the card I need grab that nope put it in there got it there okay the question is how to get around those guys cuz that's the real trick here I gotta get around those guys I think if I lead them through the loop here maybe that would work well I think that I got to assume that the Jade ring is gonna do the exact same to them or it's gonna protect me from them just the same way as it protected me from okay they're real slow but they're coming at me the same pace I think I can ring around the rosey them I'm pretty sure I can ring around the rosey 'im you still there very still be there come on hey come on hey what are you doing come on come on come on come on come on bye come on come on yeah yeah yeah come on come on okay ring around the Rosie pocket full of what how the what the are you doing oh you oh you ass you oh you oh you missed me by that much didn't ya oh you did yeah yeah I'm just gonna run to get some goddamn space and I'm going back up the way I came I got the card that's all I wanted I got the card and I'm getting the out here oh that's how you work huh oh you sack of okay you command me come and meet your you are the cure you're the cure to you know oh I'm gonna run no don't dare do not dare don't dare if you did I would have been unbelievably angry I got the card I got it here I've got the card now I just gotta get back in one piece oh I blink Blanc tat the right time you piece of okay all right where's the goddamn button no no no that could not have been closer that could not literally could not have been any closer than it just was that was the closest to death I've ever been from Billy in the history of the entire you what I hate everything you stand for they're really trying to get me huh they're really trying to get me huh we're really trying to get me but you're not going to get me I'm bleeding I'm bleeding I'm bleeding I'm bleeding I'm bleeding I gotta go for where was that med kit where was the med kit where was the med kit where was that med kit where was the med kit where wasn't that good where it was the med kit where where where where where what Smet was it here was this it yes med kit was down here I gotta do another med kit which is but I'll do it okay med get up oh hi okay managed to stop the bleeding okay that's good okay where are you guys you here you're not here but I'm closing that just for Billy's sake okay here's the Bell room okay Bell room that's fine come on let me out let me out let me out let me out let me out let go my god let me up okay that Bell room down get through here going down the I'm gonna die on the Tesla gate if I die on the Tesla gate I'm going to be there will be no saving anyone that gets in my way if I die to the Tesla gate there is going to be no end to the amount of bitching that I will do wait is it was that the drip drop of blood that better not it said I stopped it said I stopped the bleeding it said I stopped the bleeding it said iced it said I stopped the bleeding why I just had to back into one of those things again no you up here I thought I heard him okay okay that's fine close it god close it I'm not gonna get caught from behind that that that thing that just I didn't move my mouse at all I didn't move my mouse at all that was just the game deciding to dick just go just go just go just go just go just go close this real quick sucking blink just in case no Billy no Billy I don't like that that's open I'm closing it just in case oh I did it oh I did it I did it I did it oh I did it I did it I did it I did it I did it I did it I did it I saved oh up I did it um which way is the way to wait Larry's room maybe it would have a medkit in Larry's room maybe there would be him maybe there would be a medkit in Larry's room maybe there would be a medkit and Larry's room I've got a level four now I can open it maybe there would be a medkit in here I don't think there is I don't remember there being one but just in case no but there's a level five okay I'm not gonna save just yet just in case it's um just in case there's a problem with like the bleeding like like if the bleeding does end up killing me for some reason it's probably because I was running immediately after I bandage maybe there's like some mechanic I don't feel like I see any drops of blood I don't know why I'm going down here I'm just kind of curious because I don't really go down to the room much yeah I'm not seeing any drops of blood I think I think it's okay I don't know why you would come down here either why do you come down here Oh how did you get in here okay it's okay if I die yeah I don't oh no tiny drop of blood that's okay that's probably okay I don't know where he is but if he kills me that's okay because then I'll just go back to my save but now I know there's no med kit here okay what though what the what why couldn't I get over that stare I'm very confused I'm very confused but I think it's okay weird okay yeah there are tiny drops of blood okay I don't remember let's see I just mean please okay I think that contains them pretty well so he should be contained now so Larry shouldn't be a problem and I am NOT dying which is a good thing oh well I might die well you are a sack of aren't you get out no no no no no no no come on come on come on buddy you know me it's your old pal troll pal buddy it's buddy pal it's buddy friend it's your friend buddy listen buddy friend listen buddy I do I'm never gonna get away from because I don't have enough I don't have enough I don't have enough stamina to distance myself from before I would die to to his touch he's just like right up on my ass so this because yeah I can't get away from him like no matter what I do I'm not gonna be able to get away from him cuz I can't see this is why I didn't save this is why I didn't save over there cuz this that I'm dealing with currently at my backside yes what am I supposed to do about this will you stop stop being an dude dude personal space personal space Versalles brace personal space you know I think about it you ever heard of it you ever heard of personal space no you don't know what I'm talking about all right whatever you okay it doesn't matter it's fine okay so now I know that he's there I have the thing that I need I know that I'm not gonna die so I just need to take this thing over to the Machine and I'm good to go the machine is right here so I save it right outside the machine I'll lock myself in here I've got a level four and there we have it so I think I just got to put this level four in there on fine and I think that'll get it I think it's fine I think it's fine if it's not fine I just saved so it's it's all good and the safe right nearby so if this breaks it into something that's not oh hell then it's fine hey level 5 okay I think level 5 is all you need you don't really need the Omni I don't think you do the Omni I I'm pretty sure the Omni is not absolutely necessary I think level 5 is maybe maybe but I don't want to risk it you know cuz I have the 5 so I'm gonna go back i'ma save and then the next thing I need to worry about is just how in the hell I'm going to get another med kit because I still think that in the long run I'm gonna need one more med kit I think I'm just going dudenow this is not how I died God all that progress all that progress all that running around all the progress just gone F this wouldn't have helped me there cuz this is to Farmer close to the other one God all the gods gone just up in smoke I think I'm going a different way than I went before scp-1162-j you oh god I can't get a goddamn break from you you piece of off oh oh really oh you I can't run through this goop oh oh my god oh my god oh my god just go away just go away I don't know where I'm going oh my god just do not get hit it oh oh you Huk it's fine we're doing great we're doing great we're doing great we're doing great seven four one four so oh that's new um okay oh boy this which way am I supposed to go in this one okay so it's just the it's the same big swirly thing I didn't know that okay you're right about here I think I'm safe I know I'm supposed to go that way oh that's why I kept getting whacked by it because it comes back quickly you have to go that one own no but yeah it comes back there okay so if you're on the right side there if you're right here and you wait there and then you're on the right side you should bypass you there you go and then let me wait here just in case it comes back and it would would have hit me and then you fall down and then is this out am i out I'm out I'm out okay I'm out can I clear up my vision please please please okay I'm out and I'm in a new place but in here there's a monitor there's a monitor in there there is God and of course I wouldn't have the right clearance okay but we're hopefully near a place where I could get something else feel like I'm lot slower than I was oh no wait but oh I feel like I'm still running like I'm in the oh god this is this is where he got me okay this is a dangerous thing this is a hole in the wall but it's not good I should avoid it there's nothing good about that I think not I can't quite remember hole I can't remember what it does and I don't have time to read it right now because I don't want to stand around to do nothing let me just toss another one of the ones that I already know about let's move on actually I'm gonna go back I'm gonna go back save right here cuz at least I have the note so that is progress I have the note and that is progress I don't think I don't think my character is okay after that but you know at least I'm least I'm not dead there is that okay so heavy containment zone but I doubt this actually goes oh no this is actually the one that would work though I don't think I wait wait this is open wait what oh no I did I did run by here that's right I ran through here so is there something else no I don't I don't think there's anything else over there then then over here is where I want to be oh that's right here oh okay there we go hey buddy hey buddy hey buddy hey hey buddy all right listen you don't need to do nothing to me and I ain't gonna do nothing to you no no no no you stay right there okay where's the goddamn button so I need to go down here oh really really really real I am moving slower I am I'm still moving like I'm in the other zone look at me with my big waddle Ewok do not tell me my game is just bugged now and I'm walking like I'm in there the whole rest of the goddamn game or maybe that's not even a bug maybe that's just like how the game is oh no I don't want to go down there I don't need to go down there oh no I'm injured that's it okay I'm injured that's what it is okay God okay so I'm injured I'm injured I'm injured I'm injured that's fine so I'm slower than I was which is why I didn't back out of the Tesla gate at the rate I thought I would okay but that makes sense that makes sense yeah I don't know what hurt me it's amazing that the the the monster that started all this is no longer the the like biggest baddest monster okay I just got to be careful with this one okay close but I still made it okay I don't think this is important I don't think so anyway weird what the whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa easy easy easy there God sometimes this completely flips my camera around for no reason for no reason oh there you are again you you prick all right well that's scripted then so then I can just go toss them in the Tesla gate and be done with them piece of garbage he's gone okay now we can go down no problem um excuse me what was that okay I'm guessing it's fine that's probably fine I don't think there's anything down here but I like being able to see that just for my own sanity I like the conformation that gives okay I think it was to the right and definitely not left that's real hard to walk when I'm injured all I'm hoping for is that once I get down there I get a reprieve that they at least just leave me alone for a little bit oh no wait no this isn't right you know it's one more down oh you you're down here oh no oh oh oh you're down here oh I didn't know that got so hard to run oh no no I'm lost oh no oh good good good good good great we're good okay we should be fine we should be fine okay oh you piece of okay all right good can't see okay now what the okay 173 is nearby but that's alright we can handle that I say with nope why no what the why you sack of you are the goddamn worst you were just a worst oh my god every time no that goes nowhere but it has a med kit that I need oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god which way was not a dead end I don't even oh okay well this again okay I gotta go push the button or I just gotta go for it okay here we go here we go come on come on come on don't me not this not this not this not this not now I'm injured again like I'm double injured the note isn't here anymore so I don't know which way is the non deadly route I'm bleeding out anyway it doesn't matter I'm dead god damn it oh well that's new whatever god I'm never gonna make it out in time like that med kit is just outside but I'm not gonna be dropped out there I'm gonna be dropped in his little room that's not where I want to be and I'm just gonna die again good God boy hi Oh what notice this No god damn it oh I'm so mad what why is that here who gives a about that no one cares about that I'm just gonna die my visions like I'm blurring out and bleeding out anyway okay that's new that's new that's new okay it's fine it's fine it's fine it's fine it's fine it's fine we're fine we're fine hurrah hurrah there it is okay how's easier to find okay so I got a count on the guy he's gonna be up there I think it's like radical Larry Adam Atticus pawns when he go down here for the first time and then he the doctor spawns up there when you go up there for the first time so I just got to go up and now I got to come right back down I think that's how it is there's no other way around it yeah so if I look over here or not no it says they're real close where are you Oh yep there he is okay new at noon do I knew it okay he's a-coming but now he is it not coming okay okay so but this is okay because in doing this he D spawns and then so long as I don't get cornered by him again I should be okay big maybe on that one big maybe but who knows big maybe you still there still there big boy okay all right it's okay so far all right so I went one way and it did not go well for me I think it was to the right I'm gonna go left oh hey buddy oh you're fine oh that's that was the problem Oh mother god damn it that's I did go that way and it I did the same damn thing that I did before going like I think I went this way last time oh my now I'm gonna die cuz I'm injured I'm bleeding out now there's no way out of here oh my god where am I now oh I'm in this hallway that's that's different oh wait no what whoa what what the I'm back Oh what wait what what wait what the what the what the wait hang on hang on a second Oh God what do I hear what every time I get an opportunity to do good I it up any minute now there I go yep cook plump let's remember to not go that way this time how about that how about how about that how about that how about that remember to not do that how about that all right so going that way was a bad idea oddly enough going this way maybe not as bad probably just as bad okay so the maintenance this is where is where there's a medkit there is a med get back here there's a med kit I'm gonna use it right away using it it's like no no easing the pain slyly well I was hoping you were gonna solve the pain problem cuz that that would be great if you did that no what the you piece of oh you at least I'm healed now so I'm gonna well I'm going around you like it oh I don't fear nothing you piece of oh yeah you're do not trying to harm me okay just gotta run just gotta run just gotta close these doors behind him oh me go go go go go go go you oh oh oh god put the ring back on you you think you think you think you think but you don't think I hate you so much Oh what the oh I can't give up I I can't I did like I'm so close I think anyway I'm so close I think I just need one landmark of progress I have to have it like if I don't have it then all of this was for nothing I've done nothing this entire time that I've been doing this I've accomplished nothing I've accomplished so much nothing so my only objective now is I'm going to get a card I want a level-4 because I need to come back and I need to put that in the machine that's my only objective right now I'm gonna get a card and I'm gonna take it back to the machine that's the only thing I want to do and that's the only thing I'm gonna do so that's what I'm gonna do so I need to get it and I need to get back that's the only thing it's down in scp-049 s area get it get up get out that's the only objective it's the only thing that matters right now that's the only thing I'm gonna do I'm gonna make sure I get it and get back that's the only thing my objective is to get back to the save point I was just at that's what I have to do the one that I just came out of that's where I'm going back to while you were close by me well that was too close I was too close that's all I gotta do gotta get it get a get back cuz I can turn that for I can turn that for into a five and then an omni and then I've got everything I need to go if I can get that I will consider it a job well done and then I'm giddy out of here I don't hear him Oh what the okay so there's 1 7 3 is in there I heard you I heard you I heard you do not with me do not with me don't with me don't with me do not with me ok ok so this is gun it you're behind me I know I know you are oh there you owe my god you oh my god go oh go go go go go don't around no around to be done ok which way I need to go okay I think a right and then that's where the elevator is no that's not that's not it I'm gonna try left this is where it won 7-3 will spawn but that's okay cuz I think behind it is what I need where's the door where's it where's the door where's the door what the her you a okay I need to get around you I need to get around ah no you move you god dammit okay it's fine it's fine yeah it's fine it's fine cuz it's fine it's fine it is fine it is in fact fine it's fine and it's fine it's fine so what happened was this game likes to be very selective of how sensitive your mouse is it sometimes will fling you really nilly across the entirety of the camera when you don't want it to you know how I'm like sometimes like how did I get turned around that's cuz the game just sometimes is an extremely sensitive nice thing other times it's like I'm winging it back and forth it's not so much it's very momentum based and I don't like it but that's fine that's how I died Mouse thing it's fine I just gotta find that CP o49 just gotta get down there and get back only thing I'm gonna do the only thing I need to do I heard Mr statue man I heard statue that's fine he's not in here okay so this is fine getting here has been easier oh I hear the dude here the dude where is he where's easy ahead of me oh oh he's over there are you in there that's not where you should be um okay left I don't specifically remember I think it's dead ahead I think it is but I'm not a hundred percent what is here no way no no no this is not it that's right it's not this it's not here that's right I keep I always go dead ahead there's nothing here right okay I always go dead ahead but that's not right let me try what's down here yeah this is not it either I don't think anyway unless it is no it's not the right way okay that's not the right way it's gotta be down here then was it through these was it through these these things I think it was wasn't it god I'm getting up yes yes yes yes yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah cuz it was yeah here here here here here yes okay I'm just gonna go for it I'm going for it it you all y'all there's nothing in here with me all y'all I'm gonna grab it I'm getting the outta and I'm goin home getting it giddy outie going home okay so you need that there I'm gonna just preemptively get rid of that cuz I know I'm gonna find the card if you're dead okay you're dead no computer screens to save in but that is a medkit that is a medkit let me just go ahead and grab that I'm gonna use that that's good use this okay we got a med kit which means that we could run okay med kit taken switch it over to generator once I get the elevator back up I'm actually gonna go out the same elevator that I came down I'm not gonna go back up the opposite elevator I'm not looking I'm not looking to make progress here I'm just looking to get what I need to get done okay there's the card okay this is the card I need grab that nope put it in there got it there okay the question is how to get around those guys cuz that's the real trick here I gotta get around those guys I think if I lead them through the loop here maybe that would work well I think that I got to assume that the Jade ring is gonna do the exact same to them or it's gonna protect me from them just the same way as it protected me from okay they're real slow but they're coming at me the same pace I think I can ring around the rosey them I'm pretty sure I can ring around the rosey 'im you still there very still be there come on hey come on hey what are you doing come on come on come on come on come on bye come on come on yeah yeah yeah come on come on okay ring around the Rosie pocket full of what how the what the are you doing oh you oh you ass you oh you oh you missed me by that much didn't ya oh you did yeah yeah I'm just gonna run to get some goddamn space and I'm going back up the way I came I got the card that's all I wanted I got the card and I'm getting the out here oh that's how you work huh oh you sack of okay you command me come and meet your you are the cure you're the cure to you know oh I'm gonna run no don't dare do not dare don't dare if you did I would have been unbelievably angry I got the card I got it here I've got the card now I just gotta get back in one piece oh I blink Blanc tat the right time you piece of okay all right where's the goddamn button no no no that could not have been closer that could not literally could not have been any closer than it just was that was the closest to death I've ever been from Billy in the history of the entire you what I hate everything you stand for they're really trying to get me huh they're really trying to get me huh we're really trying to get me but you're not going to get me I'm bleeding I'm bleeding I'm bleeding I'm bleeding I'm bleeding I gotta go for where was that med kit where was the med kit where was the med kit where was that med kit where was the med kit where wasn't that good where it was the med kit where where where where where what Smet was it here was this it yes med kit was down here I gotta do another med kit which is but I'll do it okay med get up oh hi okay managed to stop the bleeding okay that's good okay where are you guys you here you're not here but I'm closing that just for Billy's sake okay here's the Bell room okay Bell room that's fine come on let me out let me out let me out let me out let me out let go my god let me up okay that Bell room down get through here going down the I'm gonna die on the Tesla gate if I die on the Tesla gate I'm going to be there will be no saving anyone that gets in my way if I die to the Tesla gate there is going to be no end to the amount of bitching that I will do wait is it was that the drip drop of blood that better not it said I stopped it said I stopped the bleeding it said I stopped the bleeding it said iced it said I stopped the bleeding why I just had to back into one of those things again no you up here I thought I heard him okay okay that's fine close it god close it I'm not gonna get caught from behind that that that thing that just I didn't move my mouse at all I didn't move my mouse at all that was just the game deciding to dick just go just go just go just go just go just go close this real quick sucking blink just in case no Billy no Billy I don't like that that's open I'm closing it just in case oh I did it oh I did it I did it I did it oh I did it I did it I did it I did it I did it I did it I did it I saved oh up I did it um which way is the way to wait Larry's room maybe it would have a medkit in Larry's room maybe there would be him maybe there would be a medkit in Larry's room maybe there would be a medkit and Larry's room I've got a level four now I can open it maybe there would be a medkit in here I don't think there is I don't remember there being one but just in case no but there's a level five okay I'm not gonna save just yet just in case it's um just in case there's a problem with like the bleeding like like if the bleeding does end up killing me for some reason it's probably because I was running immediately after I bandage maybe there's like some mechanic I don't feel like I see any drops of blood I don't know why I'm going down here I'm just kind of curious because I don't really go down to the room much yeah I'm not seeing any drops of blood I think I think it's okay I don't know why you would come down here either why do you come down here Oh how did you get in here okay it's okay if I die yeah I don't oh no tiny drop of blood that's okay that's probably okay I don't know where he is but if he kills me that's okay because then I'll just go back to my save but now I know there's no med kit here okay what though what the what why couldn't I get over that stare I'm very confused I'm very confused but I think it's okay weird okay yeah there are tiny drops of blood okay I don't remember let's see I just mean please okay I think that contains them pretty well so he should be contained now so Larry shouldn't be a problem and I am NOT dying which is a good thing oh well I might die well you are a sack of aren't you get out no no no no no no no come on come on come on buddy you know me it's your old pal troll pal buddy it's buddy pal it's buddy friend it's your friend buddy listen buddy friend listen buddy I do I'm never gonna get away from because I don't have enough I don't have enough I don't have enough stamina to distance myself from before I would die to to his touch he's just like right up on my ass so this because yeah I can't get away from him like no matter what I do I'm not gonna be able to get away from him cuz I can't see this is why I didn't save this is why I didn't save over there cuz this that I'm dealing with currently at my backside yes what am I supposed to do about this will you stop stop being an dude dude personal space personal space Versalles brace personal space you know I think about it you ever heard of it you ever heard of personal space no you don't know what I'm talking about all right whatever you okay it doesn't matter it's fine okay so now I know that he's there I have the thing that I need I know that I'm not gonna die so I just need to take this thing over to the Machine and I'm good to go the machine is right here so I save it right outside the machine I'll lock myself in here I've got a level four and there we have it so I think I just got to put this level four in there on fine and I think that'll get it I think it's fine I think it's fine if it's not fine I just saved so it's it's all good and the safe right nearby so if this breaks it into something that's not oh hell then it's fine hey level 5 okay I think level 5 is all you need you don't really need the Omni I don't think you do the Omni I I'm pretty sure the Omni is not absolutely necessary I think level 5 is maybe maybe but I don't want to risk it you know cuz I have the 5 so I'm gonna go back i'ma save and then the next thing I need to worry about is just how in the hell I'm going to get another med kit because I still think that in the long run I'm gonna need one more med kit I think I'm just going dude\n"