**My Exciting Book Haul and Gratitude**

I recently tweeted about my excitement to get my hands on "Blood for Blood" by The Publishing Company, which was met with enthusiasm from the author themselves. They sent me a copy of the book as a thank you, along with a nice note, and I couldn't be more grateful. What impressed me most was that the author took the time to personally reach out and show their appreciation. This kind gesture made my day and has left me even more excited to dive into the world of this historical YA novel.

As it turns out, "Blood for Blood" is part of a series that explores an alternate history where the Axis Powers won World War II. The story follows a young girl named YL, who was in the death camps and survived against all odds. Her life takes a dramatic turn when she's forced to compete in a high-stakes motorcycle race cross-country, with the winner getting to meet Hitler himself. But her ultimate goal is to kill him if necessary. I'm thrilled to have this book on my shelf, and I must admit that I couldn't wait to start reading it after finishing the first book, which left me on a cliffhanger.

**The Plan by Kelly Bennett**

Another exciting development in my book life was receiving "The Plan" by Kelly Bennett from Simon & Schuster. This novel has piqued my interest with its heartbreaking and heartwarming story about Claire Matthews, who's struggling to come to terms with the loss of her husband and three children in a car accident that left her as the sole survivor. On the other side of the Atlantic, there's Calum, an Irishman born with a rare condition who defies expectations at every turn. When they meet, it's like they were meant to be, and their love becomes a source of strength for each other.

What drew me to "The Plan" was its unique premise and the promise of a captivating love story. I'm eager to learn more about Calum's journey and how he finds his place in the world despite the odds against him. The author's ability to weave these two stories together will surely be a treat, and I'm excited to dive into this emotional rollercoaster.

**Entangled Teen Books**

In another delightful surprise, I received a care package from Entangled Teen Books, complete with an awesome cover design for "Get Me Always" by Orson Scott Card. This novel follows the intense rivalry between 17-year-old Isobel (I'm still not sure how to pronounce her name) and Jack Hunter, a boy who's impossible to love or hate. With a title like "Get Me Always," I know I'm in for a wild ride.

The next book in my care package is "Chasing Truth" by Julie Cross, which promises to expose the dark secrets hidden beneath the prestigious Academy at Holden Prep School. When a student commits suicide, someone figures out that there's more to the story than meets the eye, and they must navigate a complex web of lies and deceit to uncover the truth.

I'm intrigued by the premise of "Chasing Truth," especially with the introduction of Miles Beckett, who seems like an enigmatic figure. The author has skillfully woven together elements of mystery, suspense, and teenage drama, making this book hard to put down.

**The Replacement Crush**

From Entangled Teen Books, I received another captivating novel called "The Replacement Crush" by Helen Keeble. This title boasts one of the cutest covers ever, featuring a book blogger who's been heartbroken by someone who promised forever but never delivered. To cope with her emotional pain, she decides to create "replacement crushes" that will never break her heart.

This premise alone has me hooked, as I'm drawn to the idea of exploring themes of love, loss, and resilience in a fresh and unique way. The author's ability to balance humor and pathos is sure to make this book an enjoyable read.

**Olivia Decoded**

My latest surprise came from publisher Olivia Decoded by Vivian Bowers. This novel follows the story of a brilliant hacker with a twisted agenda who's also full of anger and resentment towards those in power. I'm intrigued by the author's take on these complex characters and their motivations, which promise to keep me guessing until the very end.

What caught my attention was the idea of exploring themes of loyalty, betrayal, and survival in this gripping thriller. The addition of a lip balm from Entangled Teen Books as part of the care package has also brought a smile to my face.

**The Publishing Company's Care Package**

I'm still reeling from the generosity shown by The Publishing Company when they sent me an awesome care package filled with goodies, including a USB drive and keychain. Their thoughtfulness was truly appreciated, and I feel grateful for their kind gesture. It's clear that they value their readers' enthusiasm and want to share their passion for reading.

**September Gratitude**

This September has been a month of celebration for me. My 20th birthday marked the beginning of an exciting new chapter in my life, filled with hope and anticipation. As I reflect on this year, I'm reminded of the kindness shown by authors, publishers, and fellow readers who have made my bookish journey so enjoyable.

**Conclusion**

My recent book haul has been nothing short of thrilling, with each novel offering a unique blend of genres, themes, and stories that promise to captivate me for hours on end. I want to extend my heartfelt gratitude to The Publishing Company, Simon & Schuster, Entangled Teen Books, and Olivia Decoded for their generosity and kindness.

As I embark on these new reading adventures, I'm filled with excitement and anticipation, knowing that the world of literature is full of stories waiting to be discovered and shared.

"WEBVTTKind: captionsLanguage: enhello everybody today I'm here to do my September book haul and every month mid-mon I'm always like I don't have a lot of books and of course it always equals to a ton of books like I said I have a ton of books so let's just stop the dibber jabber and get right on to my September book haul first before I get into the haul I do want to mention two bookmarks that my dear friend Jamie from the Channel aror Girl books which I will link down below sent me she just opened up her new Etsy shop called UT nonsense designs like utter nonsense otter nonsense this is adorable name and she sent me two bookmarks which I love so clly to show them to you so she made me a customized bookables um bookmark which I love I love getting like customized bookmark especially like with bookables on it just feels like wow I love it I just love it it's got good watercolor like a blue purple and kind of like teal and it's just beautiful and the other one she sent me because my girl knows me so very well is a Gilmore Girls bookmark because I Obsession runs deep with Gilmore Girls and it's a quote from Gilmore Girls that Rory said in her graduation speech from chilon and it says I live in Two Worlds one is a world of books and of course it's Rory by Rory Gilmore and same color scheme as her other one it's just beautiful so I love them so she just started making bookmarks so definitely check them out she has a lot of amazing ones she has like Gilmore Girls on Boss Burgers one reading ones you she can customize ones for you she can just do whatever you want to do so definitely check her out I'll leave her links down below to her Etsy shop and you know support her because I love getting awesome bookmarks because just bookmarks are just amazing and I love these so thank you so much J me these I just love them so very much let's first get the obvious book out of the way probably the first book in everybody's September haul this month is of course Empire Thorns by Sarah J Mass I have already read and reviewed this with my good friend Sarah so definitely check that out link it right here we pretty much fangirled over the whole book I loved it it such an awesome series if you didn't know this is the fifth book in The Throne of Glass series on a high Epic Fantasy series pick this one up it will not disappoint you it's got steaminess a lot of steaminess I will say if you are a younger reader and you're interested in the series just know when it gets to the fifth book it gets more new adult more than ya in my opinion so just know that going into it but overall I loved it so definitely check out my review and I got the Target Copy which means that I got the poster on the inside of the book jacket and it's Rowan and aen and it is beautiful fire and like his Hawk thing and it's just it's beautiful this is beautiful I love it I love how you know different bookstores will sell different versions of books you to pick which one you want you want the bar one or you want the target one target ones always seem to have really good ones and and their shaper so I kind of let go for Target the next book I bought myself for my birthday cuz you know how it is when you get a little bit older you just like I just want to be able to buy whatever I want for my birthday so I did that so I just bought one book I didn't want to go too crazy but it was just recently released and it sounds just like every book lover would love this book and it's called the Bookshop around the corner by Jenny kogan a girl named nah who is a librarian she loves that she's a librarian she loves being able to tell people you know you'll love this book you know she loves helping people find the right book with which is just every book Lover's fantasy and then she gets laid off or fight or something like that or the library shuts down so she's kind of without a job and without her passion so she decides to move to this very very small City she decides to buy a van and transform it into a mobile book shop that she drives from neighborhood to Neighborhood changing One Life over another with the power of Storytelling so this sounds amazing the cover is kind of misleading because it's not a book shop because it's like a mobile bookstore which is even more amazing in my opinion but this just sound sounds so awesome and I feel like I'm going to read this like in November cuz I feel like it's got a awesome fall Vibe I don't know why but I can't wait to read this because it just sounds like every book lover would love this book because it's all about her you know you know she still wants to help people find books so she decides to buy a van and be a mobile book shop how freaking amazing is that the next couple books I got in book boxes this month and the first one I got in my outrate box which if you want to see that I will link the video right here this this month SE was darkness and I loved it because it's getting f darkness is coming upon us and that book is three dark crowns by kendar bla this was on my video for most anticipated books for fall and it just sounds amazing so every generation there's these triplets that are born these three sisters that all have equal rights to the throne but they're all separated they haven't seen each other since birth really and they all each have different magical powers so they get tucked away and they're kind of Harding their powers learning it and then when they're 16 it's pretty much like a fight to the death with their powers and the last one standing gets the throne is the air of the you know whole land and it just sounds so amazing like it sounds so dark and gritty and just gruesome you know you got these three sisters battling each other to death to like freaking get the crown but the catch is is two of these sisters do not have magical powers they're trying to like they've been trying to they've been faking it for so long and now the time's coming up where it's like oh crap we can't really fake it more because our other sister has a lot of power so I've read a lot of good reviews on this and it wasn't so great a lot of people said it was very slow but the ending was good so I definitely still want to check this out especially very soon CU it's such a dark book it'd be perfect for the fall months but and I mean the premise just sounds so appealing to me so dark and gruesome so I'm excited to check it out and I hope I like it more than what the reviews are saying the next book I got in a new book box I actually just reviewed and it's called the Cozy reader club book box I highly recommend it if you are a person that like needs time to themselves or constantly busy busy busy and you need an excuse to make time for yourself definitely check that box out cuz it'll be the perfect box for you B that came in that box is Leave Me by Gail Foreman this is Gail Foreman's first like for a to adult fation she's written a lot of YA books which I have not read any at all but maybe we will someday this sounds very interesting this is all about a mother named Beth and she's so busy she has twins she's working full-time she's so busy that she doesn't even realize that she's had a heart attack so she does the unthinkable what every really Mom or person that says for every woman who's ever fantasized about driving past your exit on the highway instead of going home to make dinner for anyone who's ever dreamed of boarding a train to a place where no one needs constant attention here's Mary Beth a hered working mother who's so busy taking care of her husband a twin she doesn't realize that she has a heart attack so pretty much she just kind of ups and leaves and she has repercussions because of that she learns more about herself so it sounds interesting but kind of scary because you know like some days I'm like you know I'd love to go away for a weekend and just not have to worry about my son husband they just be on their own they can do their own thing but I've never really thought about like leaving and never coming back I don't know so that's why I'm kind of nervous about this book but I've heard so many good things about this and I feel for this mother 100% because you just get bogged down by everyday life the constant Conant repetitive that that it is I feel like you know it's every day wake up B some breakfast do this do that make sure he's do this put off for net then clean up then it's like the same thing every single day and just you can get lost in that and I do very frequently so I like I get this mother I understand it completely so I definitely want to check this out this cover is just beautiful I love like just the straight up watercolor like wheel if you will the two different colors but I just love it it's very simplistic it's very simplistic and beautiful cover that's for sure the next book big hon media sent to me for this Instagram campaign with replica by Lauren Oliver so I'm sure you've heard about this book and how different and unique it is so pretty much replica is known for having two sides to it so you have this is the Gemma this is the Gemma side so you can open up this side and read all From gemma's perspective but then you turn the book over bam and you got lra side and you read about her perspective so I don't know much about this book book other than that you know they have two different perspectives they each seink with each other so if you read something from L L's perspective the same day you'll read it again on the same day only from gemma's version so it's like you can either read them like one chapter Lara one chapter Gemma or you could read them separately which is I'm going to do I'm going to do Gemma and then Lyra or Lyra the Gemma or you can just you know just read one side but I know it's like kind of sci-fi is or something I don't know but I do love Lauren a she wrote the delirium Trilogy which is one of my favorite trilogies I liked it I don't like much for other work other than that like I've read a couple of them but I didn't love them as much as I love the delirium Trilogy so I'm very excited to check it out and Big H media actually assigned me to the Gemma side so I have they sent me a whole bunch of cool props to use in my Instagram campaign I'm going to show you them because I think they're really awesome they sent me these little butterfly things which I'm going to save after I use them because I mean who doesn't need like some butterflies they also sent me a cool pair of yellow sunglasses because I will also be using this because I love yellow obviously it's a freaking color of my whole living room wall sent me this cool orange notebook which is freaking awesome I I think a lot of us have notebook problems we included it's beautiful they sent me two yellow pens they sent me this orange compact mirror which will be going into my purse also sent me this cool like DNA code so this like a Sci-Fi kind of thing you get into a book so thank you to Big hon media for sending me this and you know sending me all these props I wasn't expecting that they sent this to me it's such a beautiful Cover Book like you even have like this whole thing and you could take it off and you just Dr the dust jacket and you just have a straight up like white color and then you have the butterfly it's very beautiful I'm very interest intrigued by reading this book and I'm excited to stylize my photo for the Gemma side so it's pretty awesome thank you so much big haa media next up Big H Med you also sent me another Instagram Campaign which is one of my favorite things to do I'm sure a lot of us love looking at bookstagram photos like you can get lost in that hashtag for years and there are so many amazing instagrammers that are so like books grammar almost and I just think they're amazing they're far better than I am I try and I sometimes do good sometimes I do horribly but I still love it and I'm so awesome and honored to be allowed that opportunity that you know companies would want want to send me materials and stuff to make an Instagram post that's just beyond my wildest imaginations it's like amazing so big cont me also contacted me to do a girl on the train Instagram post and I had to do this one because I just want my favorite this year I love it so they sent me a whole box full of goodies again I was not expecting they sent me the movie tieing version of the girl in the Train by Paula Hawkins which I'm so happy about I'm not happy about the size because I don't like these Nas Market paperbacks but I don't own this book because I read it from the library so now I officially own it and I'm pretty stoked about it need this empty bottle of wine because of the main character she has so much of a drinking problem I don't know what is this a I'm not a dried red wine I'm not really good on on wines guys I'm really not they sent me a do like a police do not cross sign which would be perfect great for Halloween you use this for like decoration too put on your door but I probably forgot your neighbors sent me a train ticket obviously because the girl on the train she the whole premise follows her on a train they sent me like three cork screws or like bottle openers so that's pretty awesome you know Ed the wine with and they also sent me my favorite thing is this poster the girl in the train poster and it's kind of like a a board so I don't know I might keep this or I might do a giveway for it if you're interested in it and if you're interested in winning it please let me know down below if you would like to have a giveaway for it otherwise I don't know what I'll do with it but it's pretty awesome so again huge thank you to VI H media for sending me this I just am so like thrilled I get to do this stuff just so much fun so thank you so so much so companies decided to spool me this month with like awesome like promotions and stuff like that and Instagram stuff and just book companies in general send me some awesome things i' like to think because September was my birthday month and that's why they knew it but they obviously did not actually sent me called the diabolic by SJ conc and this sounds really interesting so this is about nothing can prepare you for your Nemesis a diabolic is ruthless a diabolic is powerful a diabolic has a single task kill in order to protect the person you've been created for so Nemesis is our um main person she's a diabolic I'm guessing and her person is sedon and she's aired to the galactic but when the P but when something happens the only way to to protect um sadonna is Nemesis must become her that's what this whole book's about it says be deceived or be destroyed I haven't heard anything about this book but it sounds interesting it sounds very intriguing they also sent me these freaking awesome lollipops with like pictures of the plan like stickers of planets on them it's like what is that Mars Earth and I don't know what you are I'm really bad at science guys and astronomy everyone made it in divination ever the next thing um penguin te sent me and they make some of the best book boxes things ever and they sent me this box right here no excuses now is your time to get now is the time to read the young lates from the Hit Factory Marie Lou and I felt so horrible because I have not read any of these books and I don't know what's wrong with me I love the legend Trilogy it's one of my favorite trilogies ever why have I not read the young elit maybe this will kick me in the butt to make me read it include three paperback copies of the whole trilogy so they have young Elite The Rose Society and the newly released one that's coming out I don't know when it's coming out October so this next month the Midnight Star so I'm pretty awesome about it the bad news is is I already do have two hard CS of the young Elites and the Roose Society so you guess it I will be doing a giveaway for those because I think I want to keep the paperback copies because they're much more Compact and you know they're easier and they all match so might as well just keep it that way so I will be doing a giveaway for those probably in a video in a couple weeks or so maybe I'll put the the girl in the train poster in it maybe some other things I don't know but you on the lookout for that also sent me this awesome mug which I'll probably be giving away too because I have so many mugs but it is the Young elth by Maru obviously and on the other side it says true rulers are not born we are made and it's just so freaking beautiful I love it so also sent me a awesome tote pack with the young leades on it tomorrow I will take on things I will take on all these things I will be unstoppable and on this says what we are what you read penguin teen so penguin teen you spoil me way way too much like thank you so very much and hopefully you know I can give back to some of you guys because they're so awesome and yeah be look be on the lookout for a giveaway very very soon so thank you so much pengu and people kick me in the butt for Mak tell me to read this series make me read it if you've read it tell me did you love it did you hate it let me know do I need to read it ASAP let me know the next book I'm so excited about I haven't read it yet because I'm kind of waiting it for it to be released because I want to talk about it with people and I don't want to read it and gush about it and and not be available to everybody and that is Blood for Blood by Brian gron if you are familiar with a wolf but her first book in this series I read that like a couple months ago and I loved it it's one of my favorite books of the years and as soon as I read I was like I tweeted I'm like I need to get my hands on Blood for Blood and the Publishing Company novel reached out to me and sent me a copy and they even sent me like a nice little note and thank you so much to do that like the author even helped out with that and I was like if you're unfamiliar with this series this is a historical ya novel about if the Axis Powers would have won we follow a girl named y l who has been in the death camps and Survivor and had has really a lot of things going on but she has to compete in this huge motorcycle race cross country and the winner gets to meet Hitler and her job in the end is to kill Hitler if it sounds awesome it is awesome so I cannot the end the first book left on such a cliffhanger and I cannot wait to see what happens in this book this is such an amazing series and I'm so happy I got the book I just I can't stop Cushing about it the next book Simon and sent to me and I've never heard this book before and it's called the plan by Kelly Bennett silor and it sounds like such a heartbreaking and heartwarming book it's about a girl named Claire Matthews who um she has she had a husband and three children they had this huge car accident and she was the only Survivor so she's going through that with life she's struggling a lot and all the other things and then across the other side of the Atlantic we have Irishman K was deemed a tragedy he was born a tri trilateral amantine no one expected him to his M his life to amount to anything now in his 30s Calum has to finded the odds somehow these two meet and they are just perfect for each other and they help out each other in so many ways it sounds like an amazing and amazing book so I cannot wait to figure out more about this I definitely have to look it up so thank you Simon at the end so the next four books entangled teen sent to me which is another amazing book company they are so very gracious they sent me an awesome care package the first book they sent to me is called get me always this is by or wolf this is about a girl named is is I don't know how you pronounce that right she is at war with this squ Jack Hunter and it's a boy you love to hate and all that stuff I don't know too much about it but it sounds like a book that's kind of like right up my alley so I'm excited for it's called chasing Truth by Julie cross at they cover very serious man this is about a this is about a Academy at Holden prep the rich in powerful rule School they'll do anything they'll do just about anything to keep their dirty secrets hidden so a girl commits suicide and um this person figure out there's more going on and L this guy named Miles Becket so we have to figure out more about him if he's involved or not but very very intriguing the next book they sent me is called the replacement Crush which wins for one of the cutest covers ever about a book blogger who has gotten her heart broken by this person who said their kiss sessions never happen so she decides to make like replacement crushes ones that will never break her heart so it sounds like a very very super they sent me is Olivia decoded by Viv by Vib bares and this is I don't know what this is about is this in my Jack I think it's about a oh it's a criminal hacker with a twisted agenda and Arsenal full of anger o sounds very intriguing and they also sent me this awesome like little bag this has an tangle on it you can score lots of things in it they sent me this cute lip balm from the replacement Crush USB drive on a keychain which I love my gosh I use USB drives like there's no freaking tomorrow it's ridiculous so thank you so much to anle team and thank you so much to all these companies and Publishers that sent me all these awesome packages I just from the bottom of my heart I'm so grateful and if you have heard any of these books cuz I know we went through a lot I know please let me know down in the comments you know which one should I read first which one should I not read first you know let me know and what books did you get for September and was your September grade mine was pretty awesome I celebrated my 20th birthday and I celebrated my son's second birthday so a lot of awesome things happen in September for me and it's always going to be one of my favorite months and the first day of fall obviously because it's fall y'all it's fall so be sure if you like this video be sure to give it a thumbs up and hit subscribe and I will see you in my next video and the giveaway very very soon byehello everybody today I'm here to do my September book haul and every month mid-mon I'm always like I don't have a lot of books and of course it always equals to a ton of books like I said I have a ton of books so let's just stop the dibber jabber and get right on to my September book haul first before I get into the haul I do want to mention two bookmarks that my dear friend Jamie from the Channel aror Girl books which I will link down below sent me she just opened up her new Etsy shop called UT nonsense designs like utter nonsense otter nonsense this is adorable name and she sent me two bookmarks which I love so clly to show them to you so she made me a customized bookables um bookmark which I love I love getting like customized bookmark especially like with bookables on it just feels like wow I love it I just love it it's got good watercolor like a blue purple and kind of like teal and it's just beautiful and the other one she sent me because my girl knows me so very well is a Gilmore Girls bookmark because I Obsession runs deep with Gilmore Girls and it's a quote from Gilmore Girls that Rory said in her graduation speech from chilon and it says I live in Two Worlds one is a world of books and of course it's Rory by Rory Gilmore and same color scheme as her other one it's just beautiful so I love them so she just started making bookmarks so definitely check them out she has a lot of amazing ones she has like Gilmore Girls on Boss Burgers one reading ones you she can customize ones for you she can just do whatever you want to do so definitely check her out I'll leave her links down below to her Etsy shop and you know support her because I love getting awesome bookmarks because just bookmarks are just amazing and I love these so thank you so much J me these I just love them so very much let's first get the obvious book out of the way probably the first book in everybody's September haul this month is of course Empire Thorns by Sarah J Mass I have already read and reviewed this with my good friend Sarah so definitely check that out link it right here we pretty much fangirled over the whole book I loved it it such an awesome series if you didn't know this is the fifth book in The Throne of Glass series on a high Epic Fantasy series pick this one up it will not disappoint you it's got steaminess a lot of steaminess I will say if you are a younger reader and you're interested in the series just know when it gets to the fifth book it gets more new adult more than ya in my opinion so just know that going into it but overall I loved it so definitely check out my review and I got the Target Copy which means that I got the poster on the inside of the book jacket and it's Rowan and aen and it is beautiful fire and like his Hawk thing and it's just it's beautiful this is beautiful I love it I love how you know different bookstores will sell different versions of books you to pick which one you want you want the bar one or you want the target one target ones always seem to have really good ones and and their shaper so I kind of let go for Target the next book I bought myself for my birthday cuz you know how it is when you get a little bit older you just like I just want to be able to buy whatever I want for my birthday so I did that so I just bought one book I didn't want to go too crazy but it was just recently released and it sounds just like every book lover would love this book and it's called the Bookshop around the corner by Jenny kogan a girl named nah who is a librarian she loves that she's a librarian she loves being able to tell people you know you'll love this book you know she loves helping people find the right book with which is just every book Lover's fantasy and then she gets laid off or fight or something like that or the library shuts down so she's kind of without a job and without her passion so she decides to move to this very very small City she decides to buy a van and transform it into a mobile book shop that she drives from neighborhood to Neighborhood changing One Life over another with the power of Storytelling so this sounds amazing the cover is kind of misleading because it's not a book shop because it's like a mobile bookstore which is even more amazing in my opinion but this just sound sounds so awesome and I feel like I'm going to read this like in November cuz I feel like it's got a awesome fall Vibe I don't know why but I can't wait to read this because it just sounds like every book lover would love this book because it's all about her you know you know she still wants to help people find books so she decides to buy a van and be a mobile book shop how freaking amazing is that the next couple books I got in book boxes this month and the first one I got in my outrate box which if you want to see that I will link the video right here this this month SE was darkness and I loved it because it's getting f darkness is coming upon us and that book is three dark crowns by kendar bla this was on my video for most anticipated books for fall and it just sounds amazing so every generation there's these triplets that are born these three sisters that all have equal rights to the throne but they're all separated they haven't seen each other since birth really and they all each have different magical powers so they get tucked away and they're kind of Harding their powers learning it and then when they're 16 it's pretty much like a fight to the death with their powers and the last one standing gets the throne is the air of the you know whole land and it just sounds so amazing like it sounds so dark and gritty and just gruesome you know you got these three sisters battling each other to death to like freaking get the crown but the catch is is two of these sisters do not have magical powers they're trying to like they've been trying to they've been faking it for so long and now the time's coming up where it's like oh crap we can't really fake it more because our other sister has a lot of power so I've read a lot of good reviews on this and it wasn't so great a lot of people said it was very slow but the ending was good so I definitely still want to check this out especially very soon CU it's such a dark book it'd be perfect for the fall months but and I mean the premise just sounds so appealing to me so dark and gruesome so I'm excited to check it out and I hope I like it more than what the reviews are saying the next book I got in a new book box I actually just reviewed and it's called the Cozy reader club book box I highly recommend it if you are a person that like needs time to themselves or constantly busy busy busy and you need an excuse to make time for yourself definitely check that box out cuz it'll be the perfect box for you B that came in that box is Leave Me by Gail Foreman this is Gail Foreman's first like for a to adult fation she's written a lot of YA books which I have not read any at all but maybe we will someday this sounds very interesting this is all about a mother named Beth and she's so busy she has twins she's working full-time she's so busy that she doesn't even realize that she's had a heart attack so she does the unthinkable what every really Mom or person that says for every woman who's ever fantasized about driving past your exit on the highway instead of going home to make dinner for anyone who's ever dreamed of boarding a train to a place where no one needs constant attention here's Mary Beth a hered working mother who's so busy taking care of her husband a twin she doesn't realize that she has a heart attack so pretty much she just kind of ups and leaves and she has repercussions because of that she learns more about herself so it sounds interesting but kind of scary because you know like some days I'm like you know I'd love to go away for a weekend and just not have to worry about my son husband they just be on their own they can do their own thing but I've never really thought about like leaving and never coming back I don't know so that's why I'm kind of nervous about this book but I've heard so many good things about this and I feel for this mother 100% because you just get bogged down by everyday life the constant Conant repetitive that that it is I feel like you know it's every day wake up B some breakfast do this do that make sure he's do this put off for net then clean up then it's like the same thing every single day and just you can get lost in that and I do very frequently so I like I get this mother I understand it completely so I definitely want to check this out this cover is just beautiful I love like just the straight up watercolor like wheel if you will the two different colors but I just love it it's very simplistic it's very simplistic and beautiful cover that's for sure the next book big hon media sent to me for this Instagram campaign with replica by Lauren Oliver so I'm sure you've heard about this book and how different and unique it is so pretty much replica is known for having two sides to it so you have this is the Gemma this is the Gemma side so you can open up this side and read all From gemma's perspective but then you turn the book over bam and you got lra side and you read about her perspective so I don't know much about this book book other than that you know they have two different perspectives they each seink with each other so if you read something from L L's perspective the same day you'll read it again on the same day only from gemma's version so it's like you can either read them like one chapter Lara one chapter Gemma or you could read them separately which is I'm going to do I'm going to do Gemma and then Lyra or Lyra the Gemma or you can just you know just read one side but I know it's like kind of sci-fi is or something I don't know but I do love Lauren a she wrote the delirium Trilogy which is one of my favorite trilogies I liked it I don't like much for other work other than that like I've read a couple of them but I didn't love them as much as I love the delirium Trilogy so I'm very excited to check it out and Big H media actually assigned me to the Gemma side so I have they sent me a whole bunch of cool props to use in my Instagram campaign I'm going to show you them because I think they're really awesome they sent me these little butterfly things which I'm going to save after I use them because I mean who doesn't need like some butterflies they also sent me a cool pair of yellow sunglasses because I will also be using this because I love yellow obviously it's a freaking color of my whole living room wall sent me this cool orange notebook which is freaking awesome I I think a lot of us have notebook problems we included it's beautiful they sent me two yellow pens they sent me this orange compact mirror which will be going into my purse also sent me this cool like DNA code so this like a Sci-Fi kind of thing you get into a book so thank you to Big hon media for sending me this and you know sending me all these props I wasn't expecting that they sent this to me it's such a beautiful Cover Book like you even have like this whole thing and you could take it off and you just Dr the dust jacket and you just have a straight up like white color and then you have the butterfly it's very beautiful I'm very interest intrigued by reading this book and I'm excited to stylize my photo for the Gemma side so it's pretty awesome thank you so much big haa media next up Big H Med you also sent me another Instagram Campaign which is one of my favorite things to do I'm sure a lot of us love looking at bookstagram photos like you can get lost in that hashtag for years and there are so many amazing instagrammers that are so like books grammar almost and I just think they're amazing they're far better than I am I try and I sometimes do good sometimes I do horribly but I still love it and I'm so awesome and honored to be allowed that opportunity that you know companies would want want to send me materials and stuff to make an Instagram post that's just beyond my wildest imaginations it's like amazing so big cont me also contacted me to do a girl on the train Instagram post and I had to do this one because I just want my favorite this year I love it so they sent me a whole box full of goodies again I was not expecting they sent me the movie tieing version of the girl in the Train by Paula Hawkins which I'm so happy about I'm not happy about the size because I don't like these Nas Market paperbacks but I don't own this book because I read it from the library so now I officially own it and I'm pretty stoked about it need this empty bottle of wine because of the main character she has so much of a drinking problem I don't know what is this a I'm not a dried red wine I'm not really good on on wines guys I'm really not they sent me a do like a police do not cross sign which would be perfect great for Halloween you use this for like decoration too put on your door but I probably forgot your neighbors sent me a train ticket obviously because the girl on the train she the whole premise follows her on a train they sent me like three cork screws or like bottle openers so that's pretty awesome you know Ed the wine with and they also sent me my favorite thing is this poster the girl in the train poster and it's kind of like a a board so I don't know I might keep this or I might do a giveway for it if you're interested in it and if you're interested in winning it please let me know down below if you would like to have a giveaway for it otherwise I don't know what I'll do with it but it's pretty awesome so again huge thank you to VI H media for sending me this I just am so like thrilled I get to do this stuff just so much fun so thank you so so much so companies decided to spool me this month with like awesome like promotions and stuff like that and Instagram stuff and just book companies in general send me some awesome things i' like to think because September was my birthday month and that's why they knew it but they obviously did not actually sent me called the diabolic by SJ conc and this sounds really interesting so this is about nothing can prepare you for your Nemesis a diabolic is ruthless a diabolic is powerful a diabolic has a single task kill in order to protect the person you've been created for so Nemesis is our um main person she's a diabolic I'm guessing and her person is sedon and she's aired to the galactic but when the P but when something happens the only way to to protect um sadonna is Nemesis must become her that's what this whole book's about it says be deceived or be destroyed I haven't heard anything about this book but it sounds interesting it sounds very intriguing they also sent me these freaking awesome lollipops with like pictures of the plan like stickers of planets on them it's like what is that Mars Earth and I don't know what you are I'm really bad at science guys and astronomy everyone made it in divination ever the next thing um penguin te sent me and they make some of the best book boxes things ever and they sent me this box right here no excuses now is your time to get now is the time to read the young lates from the Hit Factory Marie Lou and I felt so horrible because I have not read any of these books and I don't know what's wrong with me I love the legend Trilogy it's one of my favorite trilogies ever why have I not read the young elit maybe this will kick me in the butt to make me read it include three paperback copies of the whole trilogy so they have young Elite The Rose Society and the newly released one that's coming out I don't know when it's coming out October so this next month the Midnight Star so I'm pretty awesome about it the bad news is is I already do have two hard CS of the young Elites and the Roose Society so you guess it I will be doing a giveaway for those because I think I want to keep the paperback copies because they're much more Compact and you know they're easier and they all match so might as well just keep it that way so I will be doing a giveaway for those probably in a video in a couple weeks or so maybe I'll put the the girl in the train poster in it maybe some other things I don't know but you on the lookout for that also sent me this awesome mug which I'll probably be giving away too because I have so many mugs but it is the Young elth by Maru obviously and on the other side it says true rulers are not born we are made and it's just so freaking beautiful I love it so also sent me a awesome tote pack with the young leades on it tomorrow I will take on things I will take on all these things I will be unstoppable and on this says what we are what you read penguin teen so penguin teen you spoil me way way too much like thank you so very much and hopefully you know I can give back to some of you guys because they're so awesome and yeah be look be on the lookout for a giveaway very very soon so thank you so much pengu and people kick me in the butt for Mak tell me to read this series make me read it if you've read it tell me did you love it did you hate it let me know do I need to read it ASAP let me know the next book I'm so excited about I haven't read it yet because I'm kind of waiting it for it to be released because I want to talk about it with people and I don't want to read it and gush about it and and not be available to everybody and that is Blood for Blood by Brian gron if you are familiar with a wolf but her first book in this series I read that like a couple months ago and I loved it it's one of my favorite books of the years and as soon as I read I was like I tweeted I'm like I need to get my hands on Blood for Blood and the Publishing Company novel reached out to me and sent me a copy and they even sent me like a nice little note and thank you so much to do that like the author even helped out with that and I was like if you're unfamiliar with this series this is a historical ya novel about if the Axis Powers would have won we follow a girl named y l who has been in the death camps and Survivor and had has really a lot of things going on but she has to compete in this huge motorcycle race cross country and the winner gets to meet Hitler and her job in the end is to kill Hitler if it sounds awesome it is awesome so I cannot the end the first book left on such a cliffhanger and I cannot wait to see what happens in this book this is such an amazing series and I'm so happy I got the book I just I can't stop Cushing about it the next book Simon and sent to me and I've never heard this book before and it's called the plan by Kelly Bennett silor and it sounds like such a heartbreaking and heartwarming book it's about a girl named Claire Matthews who um she has she had a husband and three children they had this huge car accident and she was the only Survivor so she's going through that with life she's struggling a lot and all the other things and then across the other side of the Atlantic we have Irishman K was deemed a tragedy he was born a tri trilateral amantine no one expected him to his M his life to amount to anything now in his 30s Calum has to finded the odds somehow these two meet and they are just perfect for each other and they help out each other in so many ways it sounds like an amazing and amazing book so I cannot wait to figure out more about this I definitely have to look it up so thank you Simon at the end so the next four books entangled teen sent to me which is another amazing book company they are so very gracious they sent me an awesome care package the first book they sent to me is called get me always this is by or wolf this is about a girl named is is I don't know how you pronounce that right she is at war with this squ Jack Hunter and it's a boy you love to hate and all that stuff I don't know too much about it but it sounds like a book that's kind of like right up my alley so I'm excited for it's called chasing Truth by Julie cross at they cover very serious man this is about a this is about a Academy at Holden prep the rich in powerful rule School they'll do anything they'll do just about anything to keep their dirty secrets hidden so a girl commits suicide and um this person figure out there's more going on and L this guy named Miles Becket so we have to figure out more about him if he's involved or not but very very intriguing the next book they sent me is called the replacement Crush which wins for one of the cutest covers ever about a book blogger who has gotten her heart broken by this person who said their kiss sessions never happen so she decides to make like replacement crushes ones that will never break her heart so it sounds like a very very super they sent me is Olivia decoded by Viv by Vib bares and this is I don't know what this is about is this in my Jack I think it's about a oh it's a criminal hacker with a twisted agenda and Arsenal full of anger o sounds very intriguing and they also sent me this awesome like little bag this has an tangle on it you can score lots of things in it they sent me this cute lip balm from the replacement Crush USB drive on a keychain which I love my gosh I use USB drives like there's no freaking tomorrow it's ridiculous so thank you so much to anle team and thank you so much to all these companies and Publishers that sent me all these awesome packages I just from the bottom of my heart I'm so grateful and if you have heard any of these books cuz I know we went through a lot I know please let me know down in the comments you know which one should I read first which one should I not read first you know let me know and what books did you get for September and was your September grade mine was pretty awesome I celebrated my 20th birthday and I celebrated my son's second birthday so a lot of awesome things happen in September for me and it's always going to be one of my favorite months and the first day of fall obviously because it's fall y'all it's fall so be sure if you like this video be sure to give it a thumbs up and hit subscribe and I will see you in my next video and the giveaway very very soon bye\n"